The Wallflower Diaries.

2011-11-12T11:04:00.001+02:00

I'm totally going to skip down that Yellow Brick Road in my new Red Shoes...

Some Tunes.

2011-09-22T15:39:00.000+03:00

I have this strange want to go out and party again. I say strange because I've been doing so for the last couple of weekends. How come I'm not tired of it yet? Anyway here's three songs that make me want to dance and well the first one is soo last year but I found it hidden on my computer and fell inlove with it all over again. It's just so fitting right now, is' all. ;)

Total awesomeness. And now two songs that make me wanna dance!

Shoeaholics Look Away!

2011-09-18T16:02:00.001+03:00

So a friend showed me this brand; Sugarfree Shoes.

I fainted a little.

Seriously.

I need a pair of these shoes.

Pronto.

As in, right now.

To Die For.

Gorgeous.

The Age Issue.

2011-09-17T13:13:00.000+03:00

Age Difference.

Why does that bother us, really? I saw a documentary last night (God I feel intellectual typing that...) about teenagers and, well, sex. There was a couple where she was 16 and he 18, that's a 2 year age difference. Barely nothing. But still it was frowned upon (the doc. was from a few years back), but if he would have been say, 25(?) and she 23 noone would say a thing, right?

What is too old/young for you? Shouldn't we be able to decide that? Yes, I know there's the whole issue of her being underage when they started dating, and the law and all that, but still. Why is this an issue?

Another example is a woman dating a younger man, this is strangely uncommon. And people look at this weirdly, but if the roles are reversed noone even flinches!

This is an old issue, that has probably excisted since the dawn of time. But how come, that we still, during the 21st century, are bothered by this?

Personally, I don't really care what other people do.
But I could, from experience, not see myself with a younger guy. But that's mostly because all younger guys I've encountered with has been, well extremely childish. There are probably exceptions, but I haven yet to meet them. Same goes for guys my own age, actually. Alot of them are immature and you can not seem to have a decent conversation with them, this is purely from bad experiences though.
So yeah, I do have a thing for older guys, but I have a 10 year line. I'm not even sure why I have that line, I guess a guy 10 years my senior would just feel...wrong or strange.

But why do we frown upon a 18 year old dating a 16 year old, but noone seems to notice the same age difference between the 24 and 26 year old couple next to them?

A war is coming. I can feel it.

2011-09-12T12:46:00.001+03:00

It's approaching.

I can feel the army building up their forces. They are gathering strenght, fast. I can almost hear them approaching.

Snot is building up in my nose, my throat feels oddly sore. I may have been attacked in my sleep too, because most of my voice has fled the fields.

Yes. You heard it here first. The first sign of the war of the germs has been sighted. In other words..I think I'm getting the flu.

Okay, so the voice thing might also be from all the "yelling so people could hear me over the music" and singing along from Saturday night. Which was awesome.
But I'm going to blame it on the army of germs that are, most certainly, planning their next move against my immune-system. Nasty, sneaky little Buggers (pun totally intended).

I'm a total Gleek.

2011-09-05T21:05:00.000+03:00

I'll admit it. When I first heard about Glee I scoffed. It had to be dumb, bad and boring. I didn't even consider watching it. But now...I'm hooked. It's so damn cute! Easy to watch and some really talented kids.

Todays episode was Britney. We all love to dislike her. But she is one of the greatest pop culture icons of our generation, just like fabulous Kurt says.

So this is for Glee and Britney. Oh dear...

The return of the Muse.

2011-09-03T10:08:00.002+03:00

I know I have been absent alot. But I just haven't had the want to write. My muse abandoned me.

But I think she/he/it might be on her/his/its way back now. Suddenly my fingers are itching to skim over the keyboard. My thoughts are no longer wandering and the words that seemed to have left me are now, slowly, creeping back.

Inspiration. This want to write. This need to put my thoughts into writing.

Muse. Thank you for returning, I'm just curious of where the hell you have been.

I think my faith in humanity just got even smaller.

2011-07-24T16:12:00.001+03:00

It's at times like this that makes my faith in humankind falter.

People, huh? We are what's destorying this world we live in.

Is nothing inhumane anymore?

My faith in humanity, kind of just flew out the window, yet again.

Sooner or later that hope, that tiny ounce of faith will be gone, lost forever.

Man, where is the world going?

In the Summer Time...

2011-07-22T10:23:00.001+03:00

Well, one can't deny that it's summer.
This morning when I sat down in my car and was about to come to work, my meter told me that it was

24ºC. This was 8 in the morning.

Don't get me wrong, I am so not complaining, but it's going to be one hell of a hot day today. And I'm here, stuck at work. Awesome.

But do not fret, tomorrow is a day off and I've got only one week left of work and then....FREEDOM (aka holiday).

Living in a Box.

2011-07-12T22:55:00.000+03:00

I've been absent lately, and I know it. I've just been so caught up with life itself. I've been working alot and I'm also moving, or well have moved to an apartment.

So I am currently living out of boxes, which is frustrating. But it's also loads of fun, to have a place to truly call my own!

I'm Me Again...

2011-06-08T21:07:00.002+03:00

A few weeks ago, hell even in the beginning of last week, I just wanted this cloud over my head to go away.
I just wanted to be one of those persons who just doesn't care. Doesn't give a shit. I wished I could be like that...just to stop feeling something like this;

But I'm not that pesron. I'll never be that person.
Because I care, way too much sometimes and apparently I should stop being so nice. But why should I? That's just the way I am and I probably always will be the one who cares just a wee bit too much... But I don't mind that. That's me...Huh, I actually feel like me again. Fancy that.

Life is a Rollercoaster...

2011-06-01T11:30:00.000+03:00

It has it's ups and downs. We all know this. Despite the awesome weather and the fact that my head really cleared up after the weekend, (I got totally wasted and tha cleansed the mind and soul slightly *wink*) today is a bad day.

It's a downer. I'm not sure why exactly but today, I'm not okay.

Hopefully tomorrow will be an upper...

Every Cloud...

2011-05-30T12:51:00.000+03:00

Every Cloud Has a Silver Lining...

I'm not my "awesome" self quite yet, but I really think I'm getting there...

I feel...

2011-05-26T09:48:00.000+03:00

Chocked.

Sad.

I'm not even sure what I feel right now... But I do know one thing, I don't like it.

This is going to hurt a really long time...but hopefully it'll get better.

It could be alot worse...

So That's That Then...

2011-05-19T19:28:00.000+03:00

So here we are. I am no longer 20, I am a 20-something. Or 21. My birthday was on the 15th but I haven't felt like blogging until now.

21 feels...well not much different than 20 actually. I'm just...older, none the wiser and just as silly as I was before Sunday. What a rip-off.

What a Goal.

2011-05-14T11:50:00.002+03:00

This, kinda just made my day. I didn't even watch the game last night and yet I'm so freaking excited! I didn't watch the game because A) We don't have a TV yet and B) I'm not really that much of a Hockey fan.

Sure I watch the occasional game but still.

Facebook was all Hockey this morning when I awoke though...Because of well THIS!. Yes, it had to be linked TWICE! That's juts how awesome it is.

Oh Man. I guess I just have to watch the game on Sunday now...

A Morning in May.

2011-05-08T11:02:00.001+03:00

The sun is shining, the birds are chirping. And here I am sitting on the living room couch basking in the sunshine with my first cup of morning-coffee. Ah, life is great.

I need this. This quiet "Me-time" every morning. When I can just sit and do virtually nothing. I don't have to talk, nor do I want to. Just sit here, listen to the birds/the radio/S's snores that are maknig their way all the way out here from the bedroom...

This is the perfect start of my day. Totally.

Also...It's Mother's Day. So Happy Mother's Day all Mums!

Also...My Mum wouldn't call 11 o'clock morning...

Get out of my head Veronica Maggio!

2011-04-29T09:43:00.003+03:00

This is one of the most annoying songs that is playing on the radio right now.

It's listenable but not awesome, it get's stuck in your head though...

S. loves is.

Just because it's that bad.

Imagine listening to it on repeat on full volume.

Fancy that.

Easter.

2011-04-25T17:29:00.000+03:00

So this Easter has been warm and great. I'm inlove with this weather♥.

Although I feel like all I've done this weekend is sleep and eat. Oh well. Life is great.

Well...not much else so say really...Happy belated Easter!

Welcome Spring.

2011-04-19T21:37:00.000+03:00

Spring is here. The has been shining all day and it's warm! Finally, I'm so happy that the friggin cold is gone that I might actually cry. I'm not kidding.

This is awesome.

I wanna fly away...

2011-04-18T13:07:00.000+03:00

Come fly with me, let's fly, let's fly away
If you can use some exotic booze
There's a bar in far Bombay
Come fly with me, let's fly, let's fly away...

I am looking at different vacation locations. I know I probably shouldn't an dit's making me so travel-sick but it's kinda fun. Because I feel like flying away right now. Paris. Rome. Tuscany...some beach in Greece. I don't care. I just wanna fly, fly away...

I wanna Fly Away by wallflower90 featuring floral jewelry

The Retreat of Lady-Bitch-Alot.

2011-04-15T09:50:00.000+03:00

That was pretty much me yesterday. I whined, nagged, bit people's heads off and was a total bitch. Auch.

Today? The sun is shining, the birds are chirping and I feel GREAT. And no that was, actually, not sarcasm. I feel so much better and this day has started out nicely. Nothing hurts, I have a smile on my face and I'm humming poppycock* tunes and giggling to myself.

It's good to be back.

Cheers Mates!

*giggles..I had to...that's such a funny word...more giggles...

Meh.

2011-04-14T14:31:00.000+03:00

That's the perfect word to describe my mood with right now. Meh.

Everyone is stupid, everyone does everything wrong and this goddamn planet with its depressing weather sucks.

Last night I ate half-a-bag of chips and half a chocolate-bar and drank atleast 3 cups of Coke. Only to feel bad about it seconds later. Then I moped for a while and watched Supernatural and drooled over Jensen Ackles, I felt slightly better.

I feel fat. My head hurts. My stomach hurts. I kinda feel like bashing someones head in with a hammer. Oh and I would love some ice-cream right now.

Damn.

I hate PMS*.

Cheers, or whatever...

*this is actually pretty rare for me because I almost never suffer from this "sickness" but when I do...well I kindof turn into Lady-Bitch-Alot.

Weekend and Scrubs.

2011-04-08T20:35:00.000+03:00

So I have the weekend off for once. It feels weird, oh so weird...

I don't really have anything to write...I just felt like posting and show this awesome Scrubs video. Awesomeness!

2011-04-07T19:24:00.000+03:00

I can't believe we're in April already. Where, oh where does the time go?

So what has kept me away from the Blogsvere, well work actually. I've been a true workoholic these past weeks, but today was actually a day off! Yaaay. I spent it shopping with my friend and then I came home and started cleaning. I feel weird. I've done so much today and yet it feels like barely nothing.

I think time is running way too fast again, I'm not sure I can keep up with this pace. I barely know how I spend my days anymore...they just sort of...flies by. My mind can't keep up and it freaks me out. Somedays I just wish I could clone myself into 5 different people sp I could get everything that needs to be done, done! I'm a pretty mellow and calm person, but when things goes too fast I get stressed and tense, even if I might not show it...Crap.

Well, I better stop whining about nothing and start making dinner before S. comes home from work.

Peace Out!

I wish I could just relax...

Curious.

2011-03-31T09:57:00.001+03:00

S. is planning something.

How do I know this? The wanker told me he's planning something. He knows how curious I get and he does it just to tease me. Damn.
Since yesterday I've been trying to figure out what he's up to but it's useless. He keeps dropping strange hints and says stuff like; "Oh, if you only knew what's coming..." in a sing-song voice and with this peculiar smile on his face. Bastard.

He's messing with my head! Because he knows how curious and slightly nervous I become when people do that. I love surprises, I mean come on, who doesn't? But all that anticipation before, it nearly kills me...

I can't think of anything else...I try to occupy myself with different tasks but my mind just wanders back to the surprise. Bugger.

I feel like Curious George. I wonder where my Man in the Yellow Hat is?

Man, this is exhausting. I'll try to think of something else...and not be so damn curious. But I just can't help it! Damn you honey, you and your mischevious plans and vague hints.

I found this picture when I googled Curious, it made me laugh.

Cancer.

2011-03-29T18:14:00.001+03:00

Cancer.

Shit.

I'm amazed that a single word can puzzle and shock me so.

Frighten me, even...

One Word.

Ramblings about Nothing.

2011-03-17T21:52:00.000+02:00

I've been busy lately. I'm not sure about what exactly I've been busy with but I just haven't had the time to blog. Or use the computer that much either for that matter.

But here, I've been watching Supernatural alot and this song is featured in more then one episode. I love it. I love Dean.

Women's Day,

2011-03-08T23:19:00.000+02:00

A day just for us women. When all over the world we are "honoured" and called upon.

How was I called upon, you may ask? Well I was congratulated by other women at work, and so on.

But the best part o was when S. gave me a rose this evening.

I have the cutest boyfriend ever. ♥

Period.

I'm an Idiot. Seriously, I am.

2011-02-27T19:23:00.001+02:00

It's getting warmer! So Long -20 and hello -3! I know I know, it's not exactly tropical but it's a start, right? For the first time in weeks I can wear a skirt! Yaay.

I can't believe I'm this excited...just because it's warm enough to wear a skirt. I'm an idiot. I just can't wait until I'm able to wear my leather jacket again, and dresses and skrirts without freezing my ass of.

I watched Dirty Dancing today, one of the greatest movies of all time. This is one of my favorite scene's. Couldn't find one that was allowed to embed, so that'll have to do.

Here have this epic picture instead!

♥Valentines♥

2011-02-14T18:36:00.002+02:00

I'll be honest. I didn't even remember that it was Valentines Day today, until my work-buddy mentioned it...

Needless to say my Valentine♥ forgot it too. Aw shucks. But, no harm done, we can be totally hopelessly forgetful together.

But still, here I am, wishing every one a Happy Valentines Day!

And I do so with Bubbly by Colbie Caillat, just because it's so damn cute.

Forgive Me, For I Have Sinned...

2011-02-12T12:22:00.000+02:00

I have bought yet another pair of shoes. Even when I knew I shouldn't.

Boots. Black. Almost Knee-High. Fabulous. To Die For. Just my size and on sale.

Did I need them? Well, no not exactly. But they were just so...pretty.

I stood there in the store cursing them for looking so damn good, and feeling great on my feet (the Sales-Woman actually snickered at me because I did this out-loud). So how could I just leave them there?

I feel like, and probably am a borderline Shopaholic. And watching "Confessions of a Shopaholic" doesn't exactly help, does it? I need to read the books, I think.

Anyway, I love shopping. I love fashion. It's awesome, I mean...Don't you?

Promises, I Hope Will Be Remembered.

2011-02-10T12:13:00.004+02:00

Okay so I've put...I would like to say alot, but atleast some time and thought into this.

Here comes my, totally late, New Years Resolutions for 2011. Which I am going to try and keep.

Find and Apartment.
Yes, it's back on the list and I'm pretty sure it'll happen this year, considering...
Join a Gym or something. Get fit you son of a...!
Sorry, but yeah. I need to get back in shape asap.
Start eating more healthy.
It's just something I need to do, I've been eating so much crap lately.
Less swearing.
Cussing like a Sailor just isn't lady-like...
Quit smoking. Even when you drink, no more nicotine for you.
I don't smoke all the time, but I just feel like I should stop comletely.
Learn how to say No without feeling guilty.
This is going to be hard and I know it. But I have to do something about it.
Control your Shopping.
If nr. 1 is happening, this is a must.

Promises Long Forgotten.

2011-02-09T23:02:00.000+02:00

I know what you're thinking. Another Post, really?

But this is actually important. I just looked through my Blog Archive and found that I had made resolutions for 2010, promises long forgotten. And now I realised that I haven't made any for this year! Holy Mother of...

Anywaay. Here are last years resolutions, let's see if I managed to actually keep them.

Start exersicing! Join a gym or something... Seriously this whole lazy, "I'm pretty sure I'm going to turn into a potatosack any day now" style I've got going on isn't working. Or well...It's working but it aint doing me any good.
Okay, so this one was a total waste. No progress what-so-ever in that area. Shame on me.
Avoid Energy Drinks at all cost. It's a life or death situation. Or something. Word.
Wow. This one I actually managed to keep. I can proudly say that I am no longer a Energy-Drink Addict.
Less computer time. Ugh. That's going to be a hard one.
Well, I have actually spent alot less time on the computer. So I say I did keep this one, kind of.
Blog frequently. Yes, my dear stalkers I hereby promise to try to blog more often. Do note the word try.
Have I not been more frequent? No? Well, screw that.
Find an apartment. Yep, that is like my only actual goal for this year. Radical?
Nope. I am sad to say that I failed this one. But hopefully it will be kept this year. Or else I truly fear my sanity.
Read atleast 10 books this year. That's just something to keep my mind (what's left of it) sharp.
I'm not sure about this one...but yeah I think I've read atleast 10 books...
Finish up most of my half done writing-projects.
Done! But then I started new-ones. Bugger.
Throw away those Cancer-Sticks for good. I'm serious here.
Well, ehugm. Let's try again, this year.
Atleast try to watch what I eat...and stop with all this semi-manufactured shit I've been eating way too much of some times.
FAIL. Such a miserable fail that it actually hurts a little...
Stop cussing. Hard. One.
Shit. I mean...uum. Okay so obviously I failed this one.

So...I did manage to keep..some of them. Hmm..but I'll get back to you on the delayed resolutions for 2011.

Another Outfit.

2011-02-09T13:26:00.002+02:00

We all kind of want Spring to hurry up and get here already. Not only am I so sick and tired of this stupid snow, I'm also waiting for the fashion and color spring always brings.

I was bored so I visited Polyvore and made an outfit. This one, is an oufit that I would love to wear, soon, when Spring approaches but it's not so warm that you can shed all the extra clothing. It shows my love for the color Red, my small obsession with wedge heeled shoes and the fact that I've started to use Blue in my eye-make-up for a really nice and dramatic effect.

It also combines my love for designers; Vivienne Westwood, Alexander McQueen and Alexander Wang. I love their styles and could definitley see myself donning some of their fabulous creations.

Outfit Winter-Spring by wallflower90 featuring suede shoulder bags

How Come I Didn't Notice That?

2011-02-09T09:08:00.000+02:00

I really should start checking my work-list more often. Yesterday I realized that I have a long-weekend this week. I'm off work from Friday until Monday ! That's like...huge to me atleast because I'm like...never off work that much. I have to think of something to do.

I'll probably post if I figure something out. Mahaw.

@work now actually but the cutomers don't start coming until 10...which isn't that far away when I think about it. Huh. Awesome.

Me and Mrs. Jones.

2011-02-07T22:28:00.002+02:00

So I heard this song for the first time on Scrubs when Carla asked Turk if he knew it. Later he sings it to her, such a romantic and cute scene.

I love this song. I love Michael Bublé.

Enjoy.

Peacock.

2011-02-07T14:17:00.001+02:00

I found this on the YouTube looking for Katy Perry's Music Video for this song, but I couldn't find it. Probably hasn't been made yet, bummer.

But this. This is a must see and it's awesome.

Ryan James Yezak is brilliant and I think you should Check Out his other videos and his Vlog as well. Very talented young man he is. And he's funny, just watch his Vlog and you'll see what I mean.
Not only is this video starring one of my favourite "Feel Good" songs right now it is also kind of supporting Gay Rights. Brilliant.

Holy Cr*p!

2011-02-06T17:51:00.000+02:00

I just finished watching Dexter Season 4. And that season finale...wow.

It literally blew my mind. My God.

Too bad season 5 hasn't been released on DVD yet, or aired on TV, here. Bugger.

Why am I so obsessed by this Serial Killer?

Bad Mood Gone.

2011-02-05T22:48:00.000+02:00

So the bad mood I've been in basicallly all week has now, finally, evoparated.

I realized that being pissed off and annoyed all the time is a waste of my time.

I'm happy again.

Curiosity killed the Cat.

2011-02-03T21:58:00.002+02:00

Why are people so damn curious, or plain nosy about other people's lives?

Why is humankind these days so intent on knowing everything about everyone? Why are we so damn obsessed by celebrities? How come we read tabloids at all, why does that interest us?
Is it some kind of strange or perhaps slightly morbid curiosity?

I know that curiosity is good, we learn by being curious. We ask questions and get answers. It's human to be curious. How else would we learn anything?

But where do we draw the line between plain, old-fashioned, healthy curiousity and ugly, annoying nosiness?

I'm a person who likes to keep my private life, just that private!
I don't like talking to everyone about everything that's going on in my life. That is for me, my boyfriend, my family and friends to know not anyone else. It's none of their bloody business.

That's why I can't stand it when people feel this strange need to know every single thing and just doesn't seem to understand when enough is enough.

I'm the queen of vague answers, so mostly I do great when I think people are being too nosy. But then there's the people who can't take a hint and doesn't understand when to stop talking.

This is why I've been in a bad mood all week it seems...
There was alot of nosiness involved and I finally, just snapped and blurted something out that I kinda didn't want to say at all. Now I feel like a really bad person, like I betrayed someone close to me's trust.
I don't want to hurt anyone, and I just feel like shit. Maybe for no reason at all but I still do.

Fuck. Now I need a cigarette...too bad I quit.

Pathetic Whining.

2011-02-03T17:44:00.001+02:00

I haven't done anything today. I just love those days when I can just relax for once because I've had a stressful couple of days.

Lots to think about. Small irritaions. I've just been stressed out and my nerves has been all jumbled.

I miss my honey too...God I'm pathetic.

Anyway.

Over and Out.

I Hate People.

2011-02-01T22:34:00.001+02:00

Borrowed from We♥it.

Sometimes this is actually true.

Today I got so mad.

I hate it when people talk shit about things they know nothing about.

For fuck's sake shut up!

Silliness feat. My Phone.

2011-02-01T12:07:00.001+02:00

I've just figured out how to change the ringtone on my phone so a different tone rings for different people. Can you feel how bored I am?

My Phone now plays "Welcome to the family" by Avenged Sevenfold everytime someone from my family calls. I thought it was hilarious. Or maybe not...

My work-buddies got Manic Monday by whoever. I haven't found the perfect cover/song yet but I know that's the tune they're getting.

V got "You're My Best friend" by Queen, obviously.

S. got "Everything" by Michael Bublé.

And everyone else is "Santa Monica" by Theory of a Deadman...for now...

mohahahahah...

Everything.

2011-01-27T16:23:00.000+02:00

So this whole 30 Days thing has been put on hold until I get my lazy ass out and take a picture! I'm so stupid. But now, just because I'm so incredbly lame and gushy again, this awesome song from one of my new favourite singers; Michael Bublé.

"Everything"

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus]

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

You Had Me @ Hello.

2011-01-21T21:03:00.000+02:00

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)...

That's a song by A Day To Remember. And that's what I feel like today. Butterflies in the stomach is just such an amazing feeling and it just makes you happy. ♥

Yeah, I'm taking a break from the 30 Day Challenge, because I'm looking for the perfect picture for the next post. I rule. Not.

Day 26: Your Dream Wedding

2011-01-19T18:32:00.000+02:00

I have this strange feeling that basically every girl has atleast once thought about their Wedding and what it would be like. I'm not going to lie, I have too. And I'm not even sure if I want to get married!

I don't want a traditional Wedding, I kinda always wanted to get married on the Beach. I'm not even sure why that is but it's just something that I think would be awesome.

I don't think that I want a big thing, just this simple and intimate cermony. Just really close family and friends, noting big and extravagant. I've never been one for the "Princess-Glamour-Weddings". I like simple things.

But most of all I want the Wedding to represent us. Not some fake thing, just simple, loving and true.

Then there's the fact that the Wedding March kind of freaks me out. I just don't like it. So instead I would like to walk down that isle with Aerosmith's I Don't Want To Miss a Thing. Corny? Very much so, but the rocker-chick in me tells me that it's right and I love that song.
And what about that one special dance? Aerosmith again actually; Deuces Are Wild. Beautiful, I love it and it's just so brilliant.

That would be my dream wedding.

Day 25: Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs

2011-01-18T20:31:00.001+02:00

Music is important to me and I listen to it every day.

Put your ~~iPod~~ Mp3 on shuffle, first 10 songs.

John Mayer- Who Says.
John is, as mentioned, one of my personal favorites so it's only suiting that he happened to come first. This is a song from his newest album Battle Studies and I enjoy it alot.
Fair to Midland- Stiffback
So I have a soft spot for rock music. Fair to Midland is a band that I found by accident on the interwebs and I'm really happy for it. I love their original music style and the whole sound. This isn't my favourite song but it is still pretty good.
Chris Bell- Speed of Sound
This song appears on the soundtrack of Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist a pretty cute movie with an amazing soundtrack.
The Stiff Dylans- Ever Fallen In Love.
There's just something about this song that I love. I can't really explain it but I do.
Fair to Midland- Dance of the Manatee
Antother FTM song, this is my favourite one and I adore it. From the beginning to the corus and lyrics. Amazing song.
In Flames- Alias
In Flames is one of the greatest bands ever and I listen to them alot. Alias is also one of my personal favourites. There's just something about the lyrics.
Nickleback- Gotta Be Somebody
I've always liked Nickleback, and Chad Kroegers' voice. This isn't my favourite one, I like the older ones better but it's a pretty good song.
Brendan Benson- A Whole Lot Better
Brendan Benson is a member of The Raconteurs and that's how I found him and his music. This is one of my favourite songs and it always makes me smile and in a good mood. The video is pretty damn awesome as well.
The Skids- The Saints are Coming.
I basically only have this on my playlist because it's on the movie Boondock Saints II's soundtrack and I love that movie. But the song and the band is good as well.
The Clash- Somebody got Murdered.
Joe Strummer was a god, a genius. The Clash is one of my all time favourite bands and this song is brilliant. The lyrics, the sound...almost nothing beats The Clash.

Day 24: Something you've learned

2011-01-17T22:25:00.001+02:00

I've learned alot over the years. How to write, how to read, how to do my job.

I've learned that I should live my life the way I want to live it. Do what I want and what I feel is good for myself.

I've learned that I should be happy about my life and the people in it, because they're all pretty awesome.

But most of all you learn about people I think. One of the most important thing I've learned is that people is not always what they seem. A person can turn the tables on you and just be this totally different person then when you met them. And the worst thing is that you never saw it coming. Or when people out of the blue change, and you outgrow eachother and realize you don't even know eachother anymore. And then there's the two-faced ones, those are sneak bastards that are hard to identify. Which is annoying at times if you're not like a mindreader or I dunno...Batman he seems like a people person.

That wasn't even funny. Was it?

I'm sorry. I'm so tired. I blame S. He's been overly tired all week and it's spread to me, or well I was out of it too but it got worse. So we're tired together which doesn't make things easier, but it sure as hell is fun. I've been laughing so much my cheeks hurt. Funny shit.

we♥it.

Day 23: Favorite Book.

2011-01-15T15:37:00.000+02:00

I read alot. And I have so many favorite books that it's hard for me to chose one.

I read basically anything; classics, mystery, fantasy, romance...you name it!

But one book that I never tire of is Meg Cabot's Boy Meets Girl.
It's a very girly, romantic and funny book that is comepletly written in E-mails, IM's, Diary entries and such.
It's bloody brilliant. It's part of a three book series that aren't directly connected, you can read one without the others.

My paperback is pretty worn out because I read it over and over again.

Day 22: What's in your purse?

2011-01-14T23:01:00.001+02:00

My purse is almost always filled with stuff that I need, and then somehow things that I don't need find themselves lost in there as well.

I surprised even myself when I took time to take pictures of almost everything in my purse. Freaky.

This is the bag I use right now.

This is my wallet. It is almost always in my bag.

My Alice in Wonderland Dayplanner.

This contains neccesary make-up.

This is mentioned Make-up.

In this little fellow I store my keys so they don't get lost.

This contains coins, a flashlight and other stuff.

So that is basically what one can find in my bag. Amongst; Candies, Random Notes, Cigarettes, Lighters and the occasional book or extra gloves.

Day 21: Favorite Picture of yourself ALL TIME Why?

2011-01-13T12:07:00.000+02:00

Sorry, I missed two days. This took some searching through alot of drawers, but finally I found it!

Who would of thought that my favourite picture of myself actually is a School Picture! Yeah, I know. Those terrible, often embarrisingly bad photo's that we all love to hate.

My Second Grade photo though...Well it's actually pretty good and I like it. So here you have it, My favorite picture of myself, of all time. Back to "haunt" me from 1998.

I'm not even sure why I like this picture, it's just something about it.The quality is pretty bad but it'll just have to do.

8 Year Old Me.

Day 20: Nicknames

2011-01-10T22:07:00.000+02:00

I have alot of nicknames. Very few people actually call be by my real name which is; Charlotta.

The most common one is Lotta, but people also refer to me as; Loppis, Loppan, Lotski, Lottis...and it goes on like that.
I've also been called Charlie, Charre and Charlielotta and then of course my middle name Emilia.

My best friend calls me Luv, we're just like that. And I've found myself answering to Honey, Sweetie and the likes alot more often as well.

Day 19: Something you miss

2011-01-09T16:42:00.000+02:00

I kind of miss being able to see my friends every day. Now when we live far apart, work and just have different lives then back when we went to school we just don't see eachother as much anymore.

It's also still weird not to have the summer off and just do whatever you want, but I don't miss summer break that much. Nowdays I get antsy without having anything to do so.

Other than that, there's not much I honestly miss.

Day 18: Favorite Place to Eat.

2011-01-08T11:33:00.000+02:00

I really don't have a favorite place to eat.

But one place that pops into my head is this little place far away from here.

It was one of the first places we ate at in Croatia, by mistake actually thanks to a freak-storm. It was hidden on a small beach but that has to be one of the greatest pasta's I've eaten. Ever. I was basically starving, and it was raining then but it was delicious.

The Beach it was located at. Also the calm before the storm.

You can't really see it in the picture but it was raining alot by then.

Day 17: Something you're looking forward to

2011-01-07T22:33:00.000+02:00

This Summer is something I'm really looking forward to. No more snow. No more cold.

Hopefully there will be sun and warmth.

Last summer was awesome so I'm hoping for another one of those!

Filled with Boatrides, sun, my friends and loads of crazy fun!

Day 16: Dream house.

2011-01-06T11:56:00.000+02:00

I have a friend who has her whole house planned out. Like, every single detail.

I'm not like that. But yes I have imagined what my house will look like in the future. I know what I want and I'm kindof anal about some things.

But it's not really about the stuff in the house. My biggest plan for my future house is that I want it to reflect me and any other person that will possibly live there. I want people to know instantly that I'm the one who lives there. I want it to feel like home.

I'm into modern design though, but that feels really cold sometimes so I want to mix it up with a bohemian feel to it. I found some pictures that appeal to me.

It's the wallpaper. The colors. The way the furniture is put together, Different stuff.

Day 15: Bible verse

2011-01-05T22:32:00.000+02:00

I am not a very Religious person so this is rather strange for me.

I believe that there's something bigger than us out there, but God as the church portrays him? I'm not so sure.

So therefore people I give you no Bible Verse, sorry to dissapoint. But here, have this picture of my "God", Johnny Depp instead!

Day 14: A picture of you last year - how have you changed?

2011-01-04T20:33:00.000+02:00

Technically, last year was 2o1o. But that is also 4 days ago. So because I started this Challenge in 2o1o I chose a picture from 2oo9. Obviously.

This is Me. Technically 2 years ago, but let's go with one eh?

How have I changed?

Well physicly, not that much. My hair is no longer purple, although I'm thinking about making it so again.
Style-wise I'm alot girlier now. Back then I still had some of that punk-edge left in me, not that it has completely evaporaised now either but, you get what I mean.

Mentally. Alot. I'm more grown up I think, and a little less naive. Less shy than I was, but I'm still shy just not as much. I would like to say that I'm wizer, but I doubt it.

I now have a Job, and I'm out of school. I've experienced alot last year (2o1o, that is...and in 2oo9 as well when I think about it).

So all in all, I'm not the same and yet I am. Confused? Me too.

Day 13: Goals

2011-01-03T16:53:00.000+02:00

Another wicked difficult one. Or it was until I really started thinking about it.

That's how I came to this conclusion.

I have just one goal and that is to Live Life to it's fullest.

That's it. Nothing more, nothing less.

And I feel rather pigheaded, lame and pathetic for actually typing the following sentence down, but I can't help it.

Life, right now, as it is. Is Pretty Fucking Awesome.

We♥it.

Day 12: Something you don't leave the house without.

2011-01-02T11:39:00.000+02:00

There are actually not alot of things that I don't leave the house without. I'm not really that dependent on alot of things.

But my Phone is one thing, if I don't forget it that is...I've agtually gotten better on having my phone with me. So that is almost always on my person these days.

Another thing is, pathetically, Eyeliner and Mascara. Yep, I'm kinda addicted to make-up. I can deal with being without make-up, but the Eyeliner and Mascara is almost always on.

My handbag, or well one of my handbags seldom leave my shoulder or arm.

Then there's nailpolish. My nails are very seldom without it. And I feel weird if they are.

Now I feel really, really superficial. But the last thing has to be Hairspray. Yep, Hairspray addict right here.

Day 11: Favorite tv shows

2011-01-01T17:35:00.001+02:00

I'm addicted to alot of different TV Shows. C.S.I., Scrubs, Dexter, Sex and the City and so many more. But one show that I'm really into right now and that is;

How I Met Your Mother.

Ted's journey to finding the mother of his kids is one of the greatest shows I've ever seen.
The plot is slightly original, funny and the cast is brilliant.
Marshall, Lily, Robin, Barney and Ted just fit so well together and the actors they've chose to play each character couldn't be more right.

I am, like so many others, a huge fan of Barney Stinson though. He is my favorite character by far, the blonde suit-wearing awesome player played by Neil Patrick Harris never fails to make me laugh.
I adore the sweetness of Marshall and Lily, Robin's "self.awareness" and the hopeless romantic in Ted.

This show always makes me happy.

Classic HIMYM.

01.01.2011.

2011-01-01T15:13:00.000+02:00

First post of the year. The 30 Day Challenge will continue but I decided to post something else first.

New Years was awesome, had loads of fun and laughed so hard my stomach hurt. Well anyway. Let's start off this New Year, eh?

Happy New Year!

2010-12-31T16:11:00.000+02:00

I decided to post two posts today since we're staring a new year tomorrow..or well tonight.

2o1o, was awesome.

The summer is one that I will remember forever. ♥ My friends made it unforgettable.

Then again so will the autumn and winter for...well obvious reasons :) ♥

2o1o was great, let's make 2o11 even better.

Day 10: Something you're afraid of

2010-12-31T15:43:00.000+02:00

I actually wrote a post about this almost exactly a year ago. Nothing has changed much since then when it comes to my fears so I am going to post the same thing I wrote then, again.

What am I afraid of? Have I conquered any of my fears? And the answer is...well I am scared of Clowns, that'll probably never change. I find them utterly disturbing. I'm not very fond of rats...or any kind of rodent-like animal fro that matter. I mean Guniea-Pigs and Hamsters makes me queasy...they are basically rats with shorter tails, right? Porcelain Dolls creep me out(it's the eyes). And well...snakes aren't on my favorite things list- So yeah, I am a scaredy-cat. No doubt about that.

But I have conquered one of my biggest fears. When I was younger than I am today I used to be (excuse the following pun) deathly afraid of...well death.
If someone even mentioned death I got this unpleasant feeling at the pit of my stomach. I wanted to throw up and just not listen anymore. I used to wish for time to go slower so I wouldn't near the unavoidable fate that awaited me. But it wasn't just my own death that scared me, no it was everyone elses too. I visibly winced at the thought of losing a grandparent or anyone near me. That's not any way to live, is it?
But I got over it...and believe it or not it had alot to do with the film; Tuck Everlasting. And no that was not sarcasm I am comepletley serious here. The movie is basically about a family that are immortal, to keep it short. But that's not what made me think, no it's one line in the movie. That one line struck a cord in me. I quote; Don't be afraid of death. Be afraid of the unlived life.
That got me thinking. Why should I fear something that will happen? And I relized that I would never be able to live my life to the fullest if I feared death.
So I simply...stopped. Easy as that. I started using my head. I thought about it and that's one of the reasons to why I see life the way I see it now. Live life your way. Take one day at a time. That sort of thing...

Alot of our fears are comepletley irrational. Like my fear of Clowns but it's not like it's hurting me, like my fear of death did. So I'll just keep on being creeped out by Clowns and rodents. Just for the hell of it.

Day 9: A favorite picture of your best friend

2010-12-30T21:49:00.000+02:00

Well I don't exactly have a favorite picture of my bestfriend. I've all ready gone through the fact that I'm not much of a photographer.

So instead I chose the most recent one of us together, this Halloween.

Party's Over Dude.

This was taken at a small Kebab-Joint after we finished partying.Yeah.

V. and I met when I was 16. Before that I had a best-friend that I had known since forever, which actually means practically from birth. I know, weird huh. Anyhow we sort of outgrew eachother and I moved away for school. We still talk sometimes, and she's still a friend but my bestfriend she is not.

School is where I met V. I'm not sure when it happened and I'm not even certain on how it happened...but after a conversation about our love for Johnny Depp, we just clicked.

V and I are so alike. And yet we are so different. I love her and she's my best friend. She knows everything about me and vice-versa. And we both know that we can call eachother at any time and the other will be there.
Sadly because now, we live so far away from eachother we don't see eachother as much as we would like. But we talk on the phone, text and facebook eachother constantly.

She's my best friend, my soulmate and I wouldn't trade her for anything. ♥

Day 8: A place you've traveled to.

2010-12-29T18:07:00.000+02:00

This was an easy one actually.

Croatia.

I went there the Summer of 2009 and it was awesome. Stayed for two weeks and had alot of really great experiences.

We traveled from place to place and saw alot of things, people and places. And ate food, oh the food how I miss it. Especially any kind of sea-food and of course the Ice-Cream, it was brilliant.

To sum it all up I've chosen to post pictures from the trip instead of japping on and on about it.

Day 7: Favorite Movie

2010-12-28T19:47:00.000+02:00

Oh Boy.

The fact that I love movies is by no means a secret. So how can I choose one? Well, I really can't because I have so many favourite movies that I'd be here for days if I even tried to write about all of them. And that is sadly not an overstatement.

So what movie did I choose after alot of thinking.
I want to say I chose a really cool cult movie like Donnie Darko, but I didnt.
I want to say that I chose Trainspotting, because it's psycological and really strange and weird, but I didn't.
I didn't even choose a movie starring Johnny Depp. Surprising, I know.
No I chose a movie that I will never tire of watching, no matter how many times I've seen it.

I chose...Rob Reiner's Stand by Me.

This is what I wrote about it on Flixster;

(First Lines) " I was 12 going on 13 the first time I saw a dead human being. It happened in the summer of 1959 - a long time ago, but only if you measure in terms of years. I was living in a small town in Oregon called Castle Rock; there were only twelve hundred and eighty-one people, but to me it was the whole world."

The movie is about a man who after finding out about his friends tradgic death writes down their story. A story about the best summer they ever had together. The summer the four best friends, Gordie(The writer), Chris,Teddy and Vern set out to find the corpse of a boy that has gone missing. We follow them through their journey and watch the adventure of their lives...well, any 12 year old going on 13 would think of it as an adventure... I love this movie. It's a cute movie about friendship. The boys are over-dramatic and funny...and you just cant help but laugh with them...and feel sorry for them. And the Cobras...those guys should have their own movie x) I love Ace and Eyeball... It's a very simple movie...but it is truly amazing. Definitley worth watching...

"I never had any friends later on like the ones I had when I was twelve. Jesus, does anyone?"

I love this movie. And I will never stop loving it and I've seen it too many times to count.

Day 6: A picture of something that makes you happy.

2010-12-27T20:16:00.000+02:00

Well this one was actually mind-boggling. Is that a word? Well anyway, I was looking through my pictures and to be honest I'm not really someone who likes to have their picture taken or take pictures, unless I'm wasted. Hence why all my pictures are all screwed up. Yeah.

So instead I chose several pictures that represents things that never fails to make me happy from one of my newest favourite sites we♥it.

My Friends .♥

S. ♥


The Sea. ♥

The Dudes from HIMYM.♥

John Mayer's Music. ♥

Day 5: A song to match your mood

2010-12-26T16:16:00.001+02:00

I know, I know. I've missed two days. But in my defence two days ago was Christmas Eve, and that night I got sick. So yesterday was spent laying on the couch, feeling awful. Yeah, ew.

I chose John Mayer's Who Says, because I love the song and the lyrics are just so brilliant. I've loved it since I heard it but now everytime I hear one of those last fraises; plan a trip to Japan alone...I think of S. for...well it's an inside thing.
And it kinda describes my mood right now. Which is tired, missing S., slightly bored and thoughtful.

Over and Out.

Day 4: Your parents.

2010-12-23T22:06:00.001+02:00

Mommy and Daddy, eh?

Well I've always gotten along pretty well with both my parents. They're not very intimidating, nervreckingly strict and they don't have these overwhelming demands or expectations. Now when I'm older I almost see them as friends more then my parents actually. Well not exactly like friends but differently then I did, say 5 years ago?

Mom.

My mom is Super-Mom. She can do everything, and when I say everything I actually mean every. single. thing.
She is also really good at cooking. There's nothing better then Mom's homecooked anything. Sincerely.
My mom and I get along fairly well, we're pretty different souls and think alot differently so occasionally we do butt heads. But most of the time we get along, like only mother-and-daughter can.

Dad.

I figure I am closer to my dad because we are so alike in so many ways. Which is why we get along so well but that is also why we argue sometimes. But my dad and I have always had this conecction, we just get eachother.
My Dad works alot, and he doesn't get enough credit for it.

That's my parents in a nutshell.

Borrowed from we♥it

Day 3: Your first love

2010-12-22T16:07:00.000+02:00

My first love. Well upon reading that title my thoughts immediatley went to fourth grade. Because then I had the first crush I can remember. His eyes were brown (already way back then Brown Eyes had some sort of power over me!), he was cute and we totally had a connection. He would jump outta nowhere and scream "Boo!", I would squeak in a (what I thought was) cute way and then pretend to be angry about it. It was cute. It was silly and rather pathetic. Puppy-Love-ish. But then again we were 10 years old.

I have a thing for Tatty Teddy, if you hadn't noticed.

Over the years I've had too many crushes to count both on people in my surroundings and celebrity/fictional ones. But love...not really. I mean sure I've had flings, roller-coaster-in-the-moment-like flings, sure I've done those. But an actual relationship with actual feelings involved? No. Well not until now.

The S.A., whom from this moment on shall be known as simply; S. (because ironically his name begins with an S *giggles*) has without doubt tugged on my heartstrings.

The first time I saw him, as you probably recall, was on a Blind Date. I was nervous, so nervous that I feared I would throw up or something just as disgusting but then...I saw him. And I just...kindof...knew. I know it sounds silly but that's what it was like.
We all know about attraction, I mean it has to be something there for a relationship to work, but I do try to base all (romantic or not) my relationships on personality.

But when I saw S. for the first time, the first thought that went through my head was; "Are you kidding me? Is this a joke?".
I took in the tattoos, the goatee, those brown eyes and I was stunned, how could he be so much my type? Then when we started talking I just knew that I liked him. We are so alike in so many ways that it actually freakes me out sometimes.
But that inital moment, that first thought, that feeling of my heart skipping a beat will probably always be etched into my mind.
I'm not inlove with him, yet. I have only known him for...well over a month now actually but still. But I do know that I like him, alot. And life without him would be awfully strange.

So there you have it, maybe not really what you were hoping for in the "First Love" post, but this is what I have to type on the matter.

Peace Out.

Day 2: Meaning behind your blog name.

2010-12-21T19:56:00.001+02:00

The Wallflower Diaries was something that me, myself and I came up with one day when we were bored.

Wallflower came from, well I've always considered myself somewhat a Wallflower. I'm very quiet, calm and shy sometimes.
Diaries was just something that seemed fitting, since this is kindof an online, very public Diary.


Apparently there's an actual flower named wallflower or something.			It looks like this.

Day 1: Introduce, recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts

2010-12-20T13:32:00.003+02:00

Recent Picture; Halloween 2010.

Hey You!

My first Challenge is to introduce myself, so here goes nothing.

My name is Charlotta, I am 20 years old and I live in this small town that barely makes the maps.

The diploma I got from school tells me I'm a Cosmetician so that's what I do for a living, I work at a Spa which is great.
On my spare time (aka when I'm not working my arse off),
the dork in me likes to read, write, listen to music and watch movies and later rant about them endlessly. I also consider myself a borderline Shopaholic because I just love buying clothes. I'm not a fashionista, believe me far from it but I really like to dress up in different outfits. Shoes and bags are my guilty pleasures.
But most of all I love hanging out with my awesome friends. And I spend alot of my time with the S.A. (Read This if you're lost and don't get it) as well, of course.

That's kind of me in a nutshell, I think. If you want more just check out the About a Girl page.

And Now the 15 (Not-So)Interesting Facts.

I am afraid of Clowns.
I don't eat Green Candy.
I'm hopelessly inlove with Johnny Depp.
Rock, Metal, Alternative music makes my heart beat faster but I do have a soft spot for John Mayer.
My toenails has not been nailpolish-free since I was 13.
I have a really bad memory.
The word I use too much is; What?
I think tattoos are hot.
I am a hopeless Romantic.
Procastinating is my speciality.
I have issues with the word No.
I sometimes read Poetry, because Dead Poets Society made it cool.
I quote Barney Stinson alot.
I have many fictional-crushes.
And last and least; My favorite color is purple.

The 30 Day Challenge.

2010-12-19T11:57:00.000+02:00

So I've seen this "30 Day Challenge" all over the Blogverse. And since I've been suffering from the worst case of the feared Writers Block. Yeah, I know. It sucks. I've decided to try it.

I shall write one post each day with a specific topic. So I hereby challenge myself to write a post for 30 days strait, starting tomorrow. And here I give you my Day-to-Day Challenge. Wish me Luck!

Day 0: The 30 Day Challenge Explanation and Description.
Day 1: Introduce, recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts
Day 2: Meaning behind your blog name
Day 3: Your first love
Day 4: Your parents
Day 5: A song to match your mood
Day 6: A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 7: Favorite movies
Day 8: A place you've traveled to
Day 9: A favorite picture of your best friend
Day 10: Something you're afraid of
Day 11: Favorite tv shows
Day 12: Something you don't leave the house without
Day 13: Goals
Day 14: A picture of you last year - how have you changed?
Day 15: Bible verse
Day 16: Dream house
Day 17: Something you're looking forward to
Day 18: Favorite Place to Eat
Day 19: Something you miss
Day 20: Nicknames
Day 21: Favorite Picture of yourself ALL TIME Why?
Day 22: What's in your purse?
Day 23: Favorite Movie
Day 24: Something you've learned
Day 25: Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs
Day 26: Your Dream Wedding
Day 27: Original Photo of the city you live in
Day 28: Something that stresses you out
Day 29: 3 Wishes
Day 30: a picture of yourself this day and 5 good things that happened since you started the challenge

JD and Turk are just Brilliant.

2010-12-16T17:45:00.000+02:00

I feel not well today. I think I've got a small case of the flu. Damn.

I still have loads of Christmas shopping to do but thanks to my feeling rather low I spent the day watching Scrubs instead of doing something of importance.
Scrubs is just awesome and always makes me happy. The friendship between JD and Turk is brilliant and it reminds me of the relationship between me and my best friend.

And then of course there's the ongoing, neverending love/hate relationship between Dr. Cox and JD. How can one not love that?

♥

2010-12-12T22:46:00.000+02:00

I'm in a cute mood again. This post has really no meaning, at all. I just thought this was so cute.

I totally borrowed this from; http://weheartit.com/

All I Want For Christmas...

2010-12-08T20:50:00.000+02:00

This is one of my favorite Christmas Songs. I just love it. (and the video is pretty cute)

Meaningless Post.

2010-12-06T21:40:00.000+02:00

I'm bored so I decided to do one of these "Put Your Music Player on Shuffle" Thingy's. Yeah.

1. put your music player on shuffle
2. for each question press the 'next' button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. If someone says 'is that ok' you say?
DJ Git Us Fallin' In Love- Usher feat. Pitbull (What?)

2. What would best describe your personality
You Should Have Killed Me When You Had The Chance-A Day to Remember (O.O holy Sh*t)

3. What do you like in a guy or girl?
Wonderwall-Oasis (That's cute...kind of :P)

4. How do you feel today?
California's Burning-Augustana (Huh...Right.)

5. What’s your purpose in life?
Bad Medicine-Bon Jovi (lmao)

6. What’s your motto?
Belief-John Mayer (Hmm...That's actually quite fitting)

7. What do your friends think of you?
I Fought The Law-The Clash (Huh...)

8. What do you think of often?
Mine-Taylor Swift (Oh my...And yes you can find miss Swift on my playlist..)

9. What do you think of your best friend?
Perfectly Lonely-John Mayer (Uhuh...that's...weird...xD)

10. What do you think of the person you like?'
Anything Like Me-Brad Paisley (Oh, wow. That's slightly creepy)

11. What is your life story?
Problems-The Sex Pistols. (hahahhaha)

12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Lay Back in the Arms of Someone-Smokie (giggles)

13. What do you think when you see the person you like?
Lost Boys-The 69 Eyes (Not really)

14. What do(es) your parent(s) think of you?
No Feelings-The Sex Pistols (Now that's sad)

15. How will you feel at your funeral?
Man on the Moon-R.E.M. (Wow.)

16. What will they play at your wedding?
Youth Gone Wild-Skid Row (Really?)

17. What is your hobby or interest?
Be My Escape-Relient K (Okaay.)

18. What is your biggest fear?
The Way You Look Tonight-Tony Bennet (THIS couldn't have been my wedding song?? xD)

19. What is your biggest secret?
Heads Will Roll-Echo and the Bunnymen (Crap. Now that's Out.)

20. What do you think of your friends?
For The First Time-The Script. (Naw.)

December = The Month of Gift Giving.

2010-12-02T16:15:00.000+02:00

True, right? But December is also the month of; I'm-Freaking-Out-Because-I-Don't-Know-What-To-Get-Anybody.

Giving gifts, is fun. I like it alot but there one huge problem. My imagination may be absolutley brilliant when it comes to writing fictional stories or weird names for titles to my blog posts but when it comes to presents...Well, that talented mind seems to dissapear and all that is left is a bunch of confused neanderthal noises like; Uuuh, uugh, baaah...and the ultimate line; I dunno.

Each year I stand at the shops looking at the shelves confused. Because I have no idea of what to get anybody. So eventually I grap something crappy that I am not at all saticfied with at the last freaking minute. You know that present that makes you want to cringe as you see the person in question unwrapping the paper. Yeah, that gift.

But this year is going to be different. I've promised myself that much. Because this year I'm going to start relatively early with the gift-shopping. This weekend, the S.A.* and I are going Christmas Shopping. And I've made a promise to myself to atleast try and get all the gifts done on Saturday. I sure hope I'll succeed. I actually have two done already, I feel proud.

I'm also going to try and not end up looking like that or freaking out and bursting into tears of frustration. Bloody Hell. Speaking of that cuss in praticular, I saw HP 7 Part One last night. Honestly? Alot better than I thought it would be. The world sure is full of surprises.

Over and Out.

*I guess I should stop calling him "The S.A." because he isn't exactly secret anymore is he...I'll think about it.

The Cleverness of Winnie the Pooh.

2010-11-23T17:15:00.001+02:00

No, I haven't lost my marbles. I was looking up different quotes and found a bunch said by none other than Winnie the Pooh. That bear we all loved to hate at one point of our life. I liked the books when I was a kid, then I outgrew them. But now, reading some parts of it makes me realize how clever that honey-addict of a bear truly is.
The small comments that we laughed at and thought were hilarious as kids, still are but now we actually understand the pretty insightful meaning behind those words.

Here are some of my personal favourites, both funny ones, and very clever ones.
You just gotta love that bear.

“People who don't Think probably don't have Brains; rather, they have grey fluff that's blown into their heads by mistake.”

“It is more fun to talk with someone who doesn't use long, difficult words but rather short, easy words like "What about lunch?”

“You can't stay in your corner of the Forest waiting for others to come to you. You have to go to them sometimes.”

“If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening, be patient. It may simply be that he has a small piece of fluff in his ear.”

“When late morning rolls around and you're feeling a bit out of sorts, don't worry; you're probably just a little eleven o'clockish.”

“Before beginning a Hunt, it is wise to ask someone what you are looking for before you begin looking for it.”

“I am a Bear of Very Little Brain, and long words bother me.”

-Winnie the Pooh- ♥

Pooh and Piglet ♥

I Love/Hate the fact that Christmas is approaching.

2010-11-22T16:48:00.000+02:00

So I've been looking at dresses, the Shopaholic in me is screaming that I need something new to wear at Christmas. Because it is approaching terrifyingly fast, that holdiay we all have a Love/Hate relationship with.
Because yes, I like the food, the lights and decorations, the tree, the whole feel of Christmas.
The stress, I could live without. And I love giving my near and dear gifts and yet I hate buying them. Because I can never figure out what to give them, seriously it is a humongous issue for me. Ew.

Anyway here's some dresses I found, aren't they prrrrrrrrrretty?

I also stumbled over these in the Shoe section, I couldn't help myself. I had to look.

Furry Walls.

2010-11-19T22:06:00.000+02:00

So I watched "Get Him To the Greek" starring the amazing Russell Brand this week. This song is now stuck on my mind. Thank's alot Aldous Snow.

So...How about this Weather we're having, eh?

2010-11-18T14:44:00.000+02:00

That has to be the most overused line in this country today. Because guess what people; the snow has arrived. The white, slippery, wet and rather annoying gue has infiltrated our territory and covered every brown/greyish spot it could find.

People are going nuts. They can't seem to drive properly. They aren't wearing the right footwear. They seem distracted by the white mass outside the windows and most important of all; they can't seem to stop talking about it. Both positive and negative comments are thrown around, everywhere.
This happens every year. You would think that they were used to it by now, right?
But no, every single year it's the same mess and panic strikes the country when the first snow arrives. It's an ongoing debate and the intensity never decreases.

Me? I'm not that into snow so I'm not so happy about this event. And the constant talking about it+the fact that I'm missing the S.A. like a crazy person isn't really helping to calm my nervs.
But now I should go back to work and await the next client, who will, undoubtedly,comment on the weather we're having. Sigh.

"Snö"=Snow, is Swedish.

Romance.

2010-11-15T11:22:00.001+02:00

I honestly thought Romance was dead. Something that only exsisted in movies, books and little girls' day dreams.

People just don't do romance anymore. Romance today is when a guy buys you a drink at the bar and later tries to touch the boobs he's been staring at all night. Or on the odd occasion remembers to hold the door open and not slam it in your face. Or so I thought.

Many months ago I did have a thing with a guy who said he was a romantic. Saying something and actually being it is two entirely different things. Yes, he could talk the talk but you didn't quite believe it thanks to the somewhat sleazy tone or double meanings. Sure he held up doors and was quite the gentleman, but he was also a rather sleazy player-ish type and a romantic he was not. So my poor hopeless romantic brain once again thought; Romance never entered the 21st century. I was wrong.

~~This weekend~~, no these past weeks, has changed my mindset drastically. It all began with that Letter I rambled about a few weeks ago. But this weekend took it to a totally different level.
It was homecooked food, candles, the whole shebang* and just so romantic that I honestly thought I would cry. It was like taken from one of my romance-novels-that-I'm-embarressed-to-say-I-actually-own!

So I have been proven wrong countless of times these past weeks, and happily so.
And I can only come to one conclusion; Romance is not Dead.

*(I also said that I would never, ever be one of those gushy types. That just smiles, and giggles and gushes about everything no matter how sweet it is. Because I am rather cynical, even though there is a hopeless romantic living inside of me. Well the romantic side has officially kicked the cynic in the butt and is now ruling my brain. Oh someone please help me? Anyway, the point was that I aplogize for my overly-gushy posts lately and for those that are bound to show up here later. Because we all know that I won't be able to restrain myself. Sorry.)

Happy Fathers Day!

2010-11-14T14:47:00.000+02:00

Last year I wrote an really emotional post about my dad.
This year I'm just going to wish every single one of the awesome dads' out there a really happy fathers day. Cheers.

Affirmation.

2010-11-07T18:28:00.001+02:00

This has to be one of the greatest songs ever. The lyrics are just pure brilliance and they make you think. I actually own this album, someone gave it to me ages ago when SG was "popular". I loved it then. And I love it now.

I believe in Karma...

Am I Going...Dare I Say It...Mad?

2010-11-05T15:55:00.001+02:00

I'm not used to missing people. Sure I miss my friends that live far away, and because of that I can't see them as often as I would like to. But missing someone, when you haven't seen them in one day. One Stinking Day. That's a new experience for me. Am I going mad?
All I've been able to think about today is; for this workday to be over so I can go see The S.A. whom I haven't seen since Tuesday. Two days. That's nothing.
And yet...I genuinly and honestly miss him a little. Oh bugger, I'm done for, aren't I?

Dull.

2010-11-04T17:17:00.000+02:00

It's been another grey-day t'day. Not very uplifting or inspiring at all. It's just been a dull day. I'm not even sure what I've done, if nothing at all?

This is a beautiful, yet dull picture. Pretty much sums up my mood right now. Blah.

I'm listening to John Mayer again, just reading books and kindof chillaxing for once. Since I've been all over the place and rather hysteric the last couple of days. Insane really.

I'm currently reading the fourth book in the Sookie Stackhouse series, since I ordered the whole set awhile ago. They are easy to read and funny. Not a book you need to use your brain for, which is rather relaxing.

Over and Out.

November.

2010-11-01T10:22:00.000+02:00

Another video post. Just because I'm kinda bored. And I've been watching HIMYM again. Enjoy.

Halloween 2010.

2010-10-31T18:32:00.000+02:00

So Halloween was awesome. Me and V went and saw Paranormal Activity 2, it was so freaking scary! I was seriously shaking so hard after watching that. Spooky.
Then we went out to the Monkey where we met several friends whom I haven't seen in ages and nice new people too. The highlight though was getting our picture taken with two dudes, one dressed as Freddy Kreuger and the other one as Beetlejuice!! Me and V beeing total movie-freaks were extatic. It was just pure awesomeness.

Got home just hours ago, went in-->ate food--->showered and then I headed back out again. Yeah, even if I'm so gigglish and just freakishly tired and slightly, but just slightly *wink* hungover, I went out for coffee with The S.A.. How could I not?

Anyway...now I'm going to park myself in front of the telly.

Over and Out.

Beetlejuice!! And yes, I was a devil.

And Freddy Kreuger, and a Cop who was his girlfriend.

Awesomeness.

2010-10-28T10:23:00.001+03:00

This is such an awesome song.

Smiling Tomato.

2010-10-27T20:06:00.001+03:00

Apparently this...

...is me.

I've been called a tomato, more than once these past days.

And I don't mind.

At all.

Is that...weird?

To Dress up or Not Dress Up, That is the Question.

2010-10-26T18:19:00.000+03:00

Halloween is approaching and I'm going to spend it at my friends place in Turku. We're going to go and see whatever scary movie they're playing; possibly Paranormal Activty 2 or...gulp...Saw 3D. I've never been able to dit through a Saw movie, so I'm kinda rooting for option numero uno. And after that we're probably going out to a Club or something.

Halloween is also a time when I'm questioning wether I should go in a costume or not...
Is there an age when it becomes taboo to dress up in costume? Or is it just certain costumes?
Two years ago I went as a vampire rockstar. (Note; this was during my Twilight obsessed period)

The picture is slightly gimpified, but not by much. I felt so cool, but the hair was awful to clean out from all the junk I had to put in it. Same goes for the incredibly white make-up, even if I am rather pale on my own. But the point is; it was awesome! So I am considering donning a costume this year, but I think I'm a bit late for that. So maybe some fancy eye-lashes or something will do? I'll think about it.What do you think?

Nail-Polish-Color of the Day; Light Purple.

Peace Out.

A Strangely Awake and Cheery Monday Morning.

2010-10-25T08:00:00.001+03:00

I'm surprising myself with even bothering to enter my blog in the morning. Even more surprising is that I'm actually typing something down.

Sunday was spent with one of my wonderful friends, going for coffee and just cruising around towns talking. Then we sat at her place watching Sex and the City on DVD. Can a Sunday get any better?

Today is Monday. Ew. But it's actually not that bad today for some reason. I'm actually rather awake, I'm not that grumpy and I actually feel good. Weird times eternity. So in a few minutes I'm off to work....So I think I'll leave with this. Oh, and another video. I'm obsessed.
It's a swedish song; Från och med Du with an artist named Oskar Linnroos. It's just something about this song that I love.

Just The Way You Are.

2010-10-24T13:02:00.000+03:00

I'm inlove with this song. And Bruno Mars's voice.

My Cheeks Hurt from Smiling so much.

2010-10-23T10:01:00.003+03:00

So last night was D-Day. Yeah I know that usualy means "Dooms Day" but in this case it was Date Day. Yeah I went on a blind date with the "Secert Admirer" that I mentioned in a earlier post.

This, of course, is not the flower.

My hands were shaking, I was trying to not stop breathing and generally nervous as hell. As it turned out I had nothing to be nervous about. Greatest Night. Ever.

I'm not going to go into detail because I don't feel comfotable with doing that on the world wide web. But it was awesome and so romantic. I got a flower. A FLOWER! Who does that anymore...seriosuly? Brilliant, and now I can't seem to stop smiling and giggling to myself. And now...I'm rambling...

I think it's best if I say Over and Out now...

People Like Me Shouldn't Be Allowed To Enter Stores. Ever.

2010-10-21T16:08:00.000+03:00

I think I might be a boarderline Shopaholic. Okay so it might not be that serious but I have spent way too much money on clothes, bags and shoes recently. I just can't help it! I've just seen and "needed" so much lately. Or I think I need a new pair of ankle boots when I have a perfectly nice pair at home.
Well, shit happens.
Now I' promising myself not to shop anything that I really don't need before Christmas. Or...atleast I'll try.

So anyway here's my new ankleboots. I love them and so do not regret buying them.

Ankleboots<3 by wallflower90 on Polyvore.com

A Rainy Wednesday.

2010-10-20T12:57:00.000+03:00

When I look out the window I see a rather depressing scene. It's raining, it's windy and that sucks. I really like warmth better than this Autumn-going-on-winter weather. I couldn't really care less about the fact that it's getting darker, because that's kind of cosy in some strange way. But the cold...that I could totally live without.

I'm going to start doing this thing, I've decided. Every post shall have a small notification about what color my nails are that day. Because I've had so many comments on my painted nails. Just because I'm bored.

Nail-polish color of the Day: Dark Blue.

Over and Out.

I'm in La-La-Land...

2010-10-18T19:10:00.002+03:00

So this weekend was spent at the Fashion,Beauty& Health fair in Helsinki. Loads of work, tough as hell but fun.
And I've been working non-stop since last monday, yeah. I'm such a workoholic.

The most amazing/strange/surreal thing happened to me this weekend.
My co-worker has been teasing me for months about a "secret admirer" (I KNOW!). I honestly thought she was joking, pulling my leg you know. Well...apparently...she wasn't. Because on Saturday she handed me this letter from said SA. It was cute beyond words.
Stuff like that just doesn't happen. That's like taken from any random rom-com movie. Or a book. But it actually happened. And on Saturday I was all smiles all day long. How could I not? My cheeks were hurting from smiling so much, it really made my day. Oh god, who am I kidding...I'm still smiling and I just can't seem to stop myself.

But enough of my over-excited ranting.

Peace Out from La-La-Land.