So now I’m sort of working instead of being in school. It’s this training in real life kind of thing. Pretty fun and I get to be at home, which is nice.
As I type I am watching The Mentalist which is this TV show. I find it very interesting and intriguing. The lead character is just so fascinating and quirky. So I for one adore it. But now I’m bloody tired…long day.
Until Next Time.
Carpe Diem
“Age saw two quiet children
Go loving by at twilight,
He knew not whether homeward,
Or outward from the village,
Or (chimes were ringing) churchward,
He waited (they were strangers)
Till they were out of hearing
To bid them both be happy.
"Be happy, happy, happy,
And seize the day of pleasure."
The age-long theme is Age's.
'Twas Age imposed on poems
Their gather-roses burden
To warn against the danger
That overtaken lovers
From being overflooded
With happiness should have it.
And yet not know they have it.
But bid life seize the present?
It lives less in the present
Than in the future always,
And less in both together
Than in the past. The present
Is too much for the senses,
Too crowding, too confusing
Too present to imagine.”
-Robert Frost-
This was a poem by Robert Frost that caught my eye. You see I was discussing something with my parents and I realized exactly how fast the last years have gone by. It’s almost revolting.
You see my dad was sick. He had to stay in the hospital for about a month give or take a few days. This in my sordid little brain seemed like 5 years ago. Turns out it was 8 years ago…8 bloody years. Now where did those years go? It feels like the little rascals in my brain put me on auto-pilot or something. Ever had the feeling of being there…but still not? Just because it all went so fast…That’s what it feels like for me at the moment…But that’s enough for today. I’m going to keep philosophising to the fantastic goose-bump producing voice of Kurt Cobain.Until Next Time. 
So I’m still not the happiest camper you can be. I’m not dancing around singing and throwing flowers at the people…but I am definitely in a better mood. My day has gone pretty much according to plan. Watch movies and guzzle M&M’s…
I watched Fight Club today. That has to be one of the most brilliant movies I have ever seen. It was sick, twisted and utterly disturbing. The twist was totally surprising and I never saw that ending coming.
Edward Norton was absolutely brilliant as the narrator. And even if I’m not a huge fan of Brad Pitt, I have to admit that he was absolutely fantastic as Tyler. And of course Helena Bonham Carter, one of my favourite actresses, the role Marla was made for her.
As I type this I am watching Stand By Me, one of my favourite movies of all time. River Phoenix was an very talented actor and it really was a big loss when he died. And the whole concept of this movie is great. The four friends, especially Chris Chambers(River Phoenix) and of course my personal favourites: The Cobras. Ace Merrill(Kiefer Sutherland) and Richard “Eyeball” Chambers(Bradley Gregg) are my favourites.
But that’s about it for today…Over and Out.
River Phoenix, Kiefer Sutherland, Wil Wheaton, Bradley Gregg.
Stand By Me.
Have you ever had this feeling of complete failure?
That’s pretty much how I felt today. I didn’t pass my stupid exams. And then I did something that I haven’t done in a very long time. I cried. I actually cried, and this time it had nothing to do with a sad movie.
I felt like everything went to shit. Everything I have worked for…So basically I still feel like shit. I’m sad, disappointed…and everything in-between. Yeah, there’s a possibility to re-do it. I won’t though…I don’t think I have neither the strength nor will to do that. I don’t care anymore. Besides it’s not like I wanna do this forever. I’m just keep on looking forward…and just don’t give a fuck. Just get over it. Suck it up and take like a man…or eeh…woman in my case. No more tears. No more whining. Just forget and suck it up.
On a happier note, Congrats to all my wonderful friends who did pass. Good for you. And no, that wasn’t sarcasm. I am actually happy for you guys…even if I’m not really in the mood to show it.
So…Over and Out.
Listening To: 4 Am Forever-Lost Prophets
With Vince Neil screaming about the “Wild Side” in my ear, I walked closer to the Chamber of Doom. Otherwise known as the small classroom where our theory-test were going to be held. For a whole hour we were going to be kept prisoners by some Danish woman in a fur coat inside this small room to answer the correct answer; A, B,C or possibly D.
I guess it went pretty well…considering that all I seemed to have in my head was the lyrics to La Vie Boheme from the musical RENT. It was very annoying…
Tomorrow the practical part will begin…and strangely enough I am not nervous at all. I am actual more nervous about the fact that this crazy person is in my group then the actual test. So yeah. But for now that is all I have to say…
Until Next Time.
Reincarnated Rockstar-Vampire.
Me Wondering…xD
Today we enter the first day of April. The sun is shining the birds are chirping and if you ignore the humongous mountains of snow (that are in fact slowly melting away...in snail-speed but still)
that still covers the ground you can almost feel the spring on it’s way.
April Fools Day. That’s today.
“April Fools' Day or All Fools' Day, although not a holiday in its own right, is a notable day celebrated in many countries on April 1. The day is marked by the commission of hoaxes and other practical jokes.”
-Wikipedia-
And I can honestly say that I have only been fooled…once, today. Not one for the actual “fooling” though…because I just seem to crack up myself and it always fails. True story.
Today I haven’t done much. Tried to study for my exams without falling asleep….and yes that has happened to me, more then once. I tend to fall asleep while listening to awesome music and reading about Vena Porta or why the skin gets dry or something…
So to cure me from my…boredom-ness. I stuff my face with this drug called M&M’s and ED….and watch movies, today involving Shia LaBeuf. Eagle Eye, to be more precise. And that’s that, me thinks. Yeah.
Until Next Time.
Ta!
Reincarnated Rockstar-Vampire.
