Everything.

So this whole 30 Days thing has been put on hold until I get my lazy ass out and take a picture! I'm so stupid. But now, just because I'm so incredbly lame and gushy again, this awesome song from one of my new favourite singers; Michael Bublé. 

 

"Everything"

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus]

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

You Had Me @ Hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?
 
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)...

That's a song by A Day To Remember. And that's what I feel like today. Butterflies in the stomach is just such an amazing feeling and it just makes you happy. ♥

Yeah, I'm taking a break from the 30 Day Challenge, because I'm looking for the perfect picture for the next post. I rule. Not.

Day 15: Bible verse

I am not a very Religious person so this is rather strange for me.

I believe that there's something bigger than us out there, but God as the church portrays him? I'm not so sure.

So therefore people I give you no Bible Verse, sorry to dissapoint. But here, have this picture of my "God", Johnny Depp instead!

Day 3: Your first love

My first love. Well upon reading that title my thoughts immediatley went to fourth grade. Because then I had the first crush I can remember. His eyes were brown (already way back then Brown Eyes had some sort of power over me!), he was cute and we totally had a connection. He would jump outta nowhere and scream "Boo!", I would squeak in a (what I thought was) cute way and then pretend to be angry about it. It was cute. It was silly and rather pathetic. Puppy-Love-ish. But then again we were 10 years old.



I have a thing for Tatty Teddy, if you hadn't noticed.

 Over the years I've had too many crushes to count both on people in my surroundings and celebrity/fictional ones. But love...not really. I mean sure I've had flings, roller-coaster-in-the-moment-like flings, sure I've done those. But an actual relationship with actual feelings involved? No. Well not until now.

The S.A., whom from this moment on shall be known as simply; S. (because ironically his name begins with an S *giggles*) has without doubt tugged on my heartstrings.

The first time I saw him, as you probably recall, was on a Blind Date. I was nervous, so nervous that I feared I would throw up or something just as disgusting but then...I saw him. And I just...kindof...knew. I know it sounds silly but that's what it was like.
We all know about attraction, I mean it has to be something there for a relationship to work, but I do try to base all (romantic or not) my relationships on personality.

But when I saw S. for the first time, the first thought that went through my head was; "Are you kidding me? Is this a joke?".
I took in the tattoos, the goatee, those brown eyes and I was stunned, how could he be so much my type? Then when we started talking I just knew that I  liked him. We are so alike in so many ways that it actually freakes me out sometimes.
But that inital moment, that first thought, that feeling of my heart skipping a beat will probably always be etched into my mind.
I'm not inlove with him, yet. I have only known him for...well over a month now actually but still. But I do know that I like him, alot. And life without him would be awfully strange.

So there you have it, maybe not really what you were hoping for in the "First Love" post, but this is what I have to type on the matter.

Peace Out.

Romance.

I honestly thought Romance was dead. Something that only exsisted in movies, books and little girls' day dreams.

People just don't do romance anymore. Romance today is when a guy buys you a drink at the bar and later tries to touch the boobs he's been staring at all night. Or on the odd occasion  remembers to hold the door open and not slam it in your face. Or so I thought.

Many months ago I did have a thing with a guy who said he was a romantic. Saying something and actually being it is two entirely different things. Yes, he could talk the talk but you didn't quite believe it thanks to the somewhat sleazy tone or double meanings. Sure he held up doors and was quite the gentleman, but he was also a rather sleazy player-ish type and a romantic he was not. So my poor hopeless romantic brain once again thought; Romance never entered the 21st century. I was wrong.

This weekend, no these past weeks, has changed my mindset drastically. It all began with that Letter I rambled about a few weeks ago. But this weekend took it to a totally different level.
It was homecooked food, candles, the whole shebang* and just so romantic that I honestly thought I would cry. It was like taken from one of my romance-novels-that-I'm-embarressed-to-say-I-actually-own! 

So I have been proven wrong countless of times these past weeks, and happily so.
And I can only come to one conclusion; Romance is not Dead.

*(I also said that I would never, ever be one of those gushy types. That just smiles, and giggles and gushes about everything no matter how sweet it is. Because I am rather cynical, even though there is a hopeless romantic living inside of me. Well the romantic side has officially kicked the cynic in the butt and is now ruling my brain. Oh someone please help me? Anyway, the point was that I aplogize for my overly-gushy posts lately and for those that are bound to show up here later. Because we all know that I won't be able to restrain myself. Sorry.)

I'm sorry Patrick Jane, but I might just elope with Dean Winchester instead of marrying you.

Hey, long title and pretty strange I know.

Today was normal. Which in a way was very relaxing. Later I'm going to pick up my friend from the Airport. Probably should get ready for that but I ended up here instead. What a surprise.

So, I've been watching Suoernatural a lot lately; hence this post's title. Just because it's awesome. It's about supernatural things, and starring two very attractive guys, how can I not like it?
And once again a fictional character has stolen my heart. Yeah, I'm so crushing on Dean Winchester right now. I think I might even leave my imaginary-husband Patrick Jane for him and elope.

I'm sorry Patrick, but this guy is awesome. And so damn cute.

Whining. I'm sorry, really I am.

I think my lungs are trying to escape my ribcage through my throat and mouth. Just so they can see what the floor looks like. Selfish little buggers.

I honestly feel like I'm coughing up a lung. During the last...what...15 minutes(?) I must have had atleast 5 major cough-attacks (salutes and mutters; major cough-attacks) (I really need to tune down on the HIMYM re-runs...).

I'm whining. Man, I hate whining and yet I do it. Why? Who cares? I've been in a pissy mood all day I guess. Crap. But I'll stop poisoning the world with my negativity now.
And instead I'll give you a treat; Sean Patrick Flanery.
Old enough to be my dad? Yes.
Hotter than hell. Well, duh.
Have I watched The Boondock Saints again? Of Course.

Peace Out.

Feeling like a Gangster half the time and like a Doctor the other half is Awesome.

I bought a new coat on Monday and it reminds me of the coats the Saints wear in Boondock Saints. (There's a sequel too and it's awesome too). Brilliant movie, I've watched it twice already. Connor and Murphy are simply brilliant. Anyway the coat makes me feel like a gangster when I wear it. Proably because I relate it to the saints. It's awesome.

That's the Saints, obviously x). You can't really see the coats but I just had to put a picture of their awesomeness up here.

We got new coats for work too and that one makes me feel like a Doctor. So you may call me Dr. Lotta. *giggles*.
So inbetween feeling like a Doctor at work and a Gangster at my free-time what has been going on? Not much actually. The weather is brilliant right now, I feel spring coming! Yaaay. I've also begun re-vamping my Marauder fic at FF.net. The first chapters are tragic so I'm fixing them, finally.


Peace Out.

Dead Poets...

...Society is one of the greatest movies ever made. I hereby warn you for some up-coming gushing.

One. It made my cry like a baby. I had forgotten how sad it was. But it was simply brilliant. Poetry, great story great actors and characters.

Two. Yet another fictional character has stolen my heart. Sigh, yeah, here we go again. Charlie "Nuwanda" Dalton. Yeah, I fell for a dude who named himseld Nuwanda. Why? He's crazy, absolutley adorable, recites poetry, has the most wonderful eyes, plays the sax and his smirk makes my knees wobbly. So here's to my new Fictional crush. Nuwanda, I totally love you right now. Just look at him...sigh.

Buut...enough gushing.

Peace Out!

“Laughing, crying, tumbling, mumbling,
Gotta do more, gotta be more.
Chaos screaming, chaos dreaming,
Gotta be more, gotta do more.”

-Charlie Dalton-

November 1st...

I can't believe it. We have officially entered November. That is so freaky, sincerely.

Yesterday it was Halloween (Uuuuh) and I was in Turku at V&K's new very much awesome apartment. Then we went out to a bar/club/whatever....where I was half scared to death by some dudes in REALLY scary outfits. They were unbelievable. You can't even describe them you had to be there. Honest! And I also saw a clown...that was almost scarier then the guy that looked like half of his face was scraped off...True Story.
But all in all it was a fun night.

Dudes! I also found this very nice clip from UK's ESC competition 2004. Guess who participated in a boy band called Hyrise. You guessed right...Ben Barnes. Holy shit. I was laughing my ass off through the whole song. I mean come on it's a BOY BAND! But it is relatively good...considering...I'll just post the video below. And yes between laughs I did squeal...I am in such a "fan-girl" (sad but true)  mode right now.(and let's just ignore the dance...okay?)

Day 26 in which I beg for forgiveness...

I have been absent from the Blog-verse for a very (times eternity) long time now. Why, might be the proper question to ask. And I am sad to say that I don't really have a proper answer. I could blame it on work, I could blame it on my lack of interesting things to write about or I could tell you the truth. I have been lazy. I have logged onto blogger severeal times and have not managed to write anything. Dumbass.

So what has happened in my lack of blogging period...That didn't make any sense but please bear with me. Not much of interest actually. I have worked, thought about life and planning the upcoming wedding between Patrick Jane and myself. It is going very well, thanks for asking ( I am just going to assume that you were all asking me about that. Because we all know that you are dying to know about the wedding...sincerely.). Well I have found a Dress and it is damn beautiful. Honestly. While browsing the Wedding Verse on the Web I also found this really cool  CAKE. I really like love cake. Well...not cream cake...but this one seems really nice.

I also realized one thing...and lets not tell my future-husband-to-be this, Savvy? I might have an itsy bitsy tiny huge crush on one...Ben Barnes...I watched The Chronicles of Narnia; Prince Caspian (I KNOW! But come on I saw the first one...it was pretty cool so I had to see the sequel right?) (And by the by mr Barnes is on the cover...that alone was a reason to see it) and I instantly drooled over the prince of Narnia...Or rather the guy portraying him. One...Ben Barnes. One word mates. Gorgeous. Absolutely Drop Dead Gorgeous.

Am I righ or am I right?

And if the man looks like this when serious...just wait until he smiles....It was the smile that got me. Sincerely. It had me all wobbly kneed and googley-eyed(?).

My God. It's the eyes I tell you...Lets just not utter a word of this to Patrick...hehehe...right? *silence*....Right???!!!

Eggs??

Have you ever had that strange feeling that all the information and ideas in your so called brain is just floating through your body and down to your fingertips as they type away? That's how I feel when I'm in a "mood" and is typing like crazy. When it comes to Fanfiction, I have loads of ideas but only sometimes feel like typing them down. Otherwise I just let them float around in my head, totally useless. Dissapointing and annoying.
I'm going to invent an machine that takes the thoughts from my head and types them as I think them. Amazing, eh? Or maybe I'll just hire some brilliant dude to do it...I think the risk of the world going under idea failing is less possible to happen then. My belief in myself is great, isn't it?

Well yeah, I cleaned my room today. Totally uninteresting fact, I know. But I felt like mentioning it...Deal with it.

And I read this joke...

A worried mother enters the Doctor's office.

M:My son thinks he's a chicken!

D:And for how long has this been going on?

M:Um...About six months now.

D (in a surprised voice): Then why on earth haven't you come sooner?!
M: We needed the eggs...

What? We needed the eggs?? I don't get it. Okay I admit I laughed like a hyena when I read it (In my defence I was sleep-deprived and hungry) at first but then I decided to stop (...and become awesome instead-Barney; How I Met Your Mother. Classic!) and think about it. And I didn't get it...at all. It's not even funny..just confusing...and still I laughed. I am such a Dork. Sincerely.

After that I started picturing a chicken in shorts and a T-shirt...then I decided to eat something and go to sleep. The best(est) idea I ever had...

Over and Out.

Oh yeah! I found this awesome poster of the
Lost Boys on Facebook....

It's like Thunder and Lightning...

"It's like thunder and lightning

The way you love me is frightening

You better knock, knock on wood, baby"

-Amii Stewart-

Like the Amii Stewart song "Knock on Wood" thunder and lighting was the main subject of last night. A pretty hard thunderstorm raged here. I actually find thunderstorms pretty nice. There's nothing better than lying in your bed with your covers snuggly around you, reading a good book and listening to the storm raging outside the window. Amazing.

Fun day at the course. Learned new things. Interesting and lots of yummy food.

It's funny how some people remind you of another, isn't it? I mean, I thought for sure that I saw Wendy Pepper, you know from Project Runway Season 1? This lady was practically her double! I honestly had to do a double take when I saw her. Wauw.

Well...that's about it...Over and Out.

^^

Greetings.

I've been thinking, never a good sign I know. Believe me I know. But as I was saying...I think I want to re-design my Blog. Again. Why? Dunno...I'm bored I guess.

I haven't been posting enough, and I apoligize, to the imaginary Readers. Yes I don't think too many people are actually reading theese annoying little rants...that's not even interesting just me venting. I guess. Oh well.

I watched Pride and Prejudice awhile ago. Yes, I know...I can't believe it took me this long! But I've read the book, I'm thinking I should read it again. You see...I didn't really connect with me. Not when I read it, I liked some parts but otheres were...to be brutally honest; Boring. But I did fall inlove with Mr. Darcy, without seeing the movie first, doing so made me like him even more. It can't be healthy to have cryshes on theese...fictional characters. It just can't! And I have a frigging list of them....a LONG one. It's practically endless...sad but true. Oh well.

Over and Out.

Hair is Gone...

"I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We've got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can fear you falling
And I won't tempt to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone"

...Okay so the Goo Goo Doll's song actually goes Here is Gone...but that's close enough.

Yep, my hair is practically gone now. It's very short. Promise there will be some sort of picture up shortly...just not today...HAH, PSYKE! Nevermind that...and that is seriuosly soo...90's...I apologize...Sincerely.

Anywho, so I went and chopped my hair off...aah. Yaaay...fucking fantastic...

Just watched CSI:Ny and drooled over the oh-so-gorgeous Danny Messer...or well Carmine Giovinazzo as his real name is...Dunno what else to rant about...so...I'm off...here's a pic of mr. Giovinazzo though...mmm...drool...

Over and Out.

Okay...I Lied. Here's 2 pics of him, just because the first one reminds me of a similar Johnny Depp shot and he's just so damn cute in the second...x)

Success!

Hahaha!! Success! I won the war against those damn Dust-Bunnies! They plotted EVIL madness against me but I outsmarted them...now that I think about it that isn't much of an achievment...oh well...And I did it all while listening to one of my recent favorite songs Rob Zombie's; I'm Your Boogieman. Really great song.

I also watched Young Guns a western from 1988 starring Emilio Esteves,Charlie Sheen and Kiefer Sutherland! It was...okay. I have never been one for westerns besides American Outlaws...dunno why I like that one. Well, Young Guns was watchable, not awesome though. Kiefers character was cute though...ugh, I'm obsessed. And to think I didn't like the guy before...Wham.

Anywhoo...I'm gonna watch Life soon...I do love that show. Charlie Crews is one of the most awesome characters ever. yeah.

Over and Out.

Titles are for Suckers.

Ignore the title.

Today I had a day off. I had a plan. A well thought-out plan. It involved cleaning my room. Finishing up some other stuff. It failed. Miserably. I did nothing of importance. I did drool over Hugh Jackman and Ewan McGregor in the sam film though. They played tennis...
"mmm Tennis"... And I watched parts of Michael Jacksons memorial service.
Oh well...Tomorrow work time. Again. My life is seriously on repeat. How boring.

I wish Robert Pattinson would get here already and sweap me off my feet and take me off to England to marry him and have his babies.
Oh wishful thinking. Yeah...I had a strange dream again, it involved the sentence above...That and Ace Merrill... *smirks*. It was a two part dream. I loathed my dog when it decided to wake me up just as Ace was going to teach me how to play "MailBox Baseball". Oh the irony.














But enough of my ranting...

Over and Out.

Tuesday without an x...

Cheerio(s)!

So I decided that the annual "Outside Day" at school was not going to make my list of events I want to (have to) attend. And decided to come to work instead. When it comes down to earning some money and walking around the Golf-Course in Pargas doing different pointless stations (Throw balls into buckets, Try to walk on stilts and fail miserably...) the Earning Money part wins off-handedly. What a Surprise...(Do note the Heavy sarcasm).

So I now have only this week left of school...wow. Where did those three years run off too? It (sadly) feels like yesterday (Gawd how cliche) that I entered that very school for the first time, all by my lonesome self, not knowing anyone and not really knowing what to expect...And now I am about to spend my final day...hours...minutes...there. And leave that part behind. *Tear*.
Oh well...

Just as I expected this day has been (is going to be) rather slow...so I'll just stand here day-dreaming about the Lost Boys...again...But enough of that...

Over and Out.

Lost Boys.

So I only recently watched the movie; The Lost Boys. I found it very fascinating, like I do almost every vampire movie. I am officially in love with David. One of the coolest characters ever. Another one to put on my mile-long list then.

I don’t know…I’ve never really found Kiefer Sutherland attractive…but DAMN as Ace Merrill and David…he really is…wow.

Work was okay today…had some sort of training for Thalgo products. And tomorrow is going to be a hard and long day… Can’t wait…ugh. But that’s enough of my whining…

Over and Out, Monkeys.

M&M Guzzling…

So I’m still not the happiest camper you can be. I’m not dancing around singing and throwing flowers at the people…but I am definitely in a better mood. My day has gone pretty much according to plan. Watch movies and guzzle M&M’s…

I watched Fight Club today. That has to be one of the most brilliant movies I have ever seen. It was sick, twisted and utterly disturbing. The twist was totally surprising and I never saw that ending coming.

Edward Norton was absolutely brilliant as the narrator. And even if I’m not a huge fan of Brad Pitt, I have to admit that he was absolutely fantastic as Tyler. And of course Helena Bonham Carter, one of my favourite actresses, the role Marla was made for her.

As I type this I am watching Stand By Me, one of my favourite movies of all time. River Phoenix was an very talented actor and it really was a big loss when he died. And the whole concept of this movie is great. The four friends, especially Chris Chambers(River Phoenix) and of course my personal favourites: The Cobras. Ace Merrill(Kiefer Sutherland) and Richard “Eyeball” Chambers(Bradley Gregg) are my favourites.

But that’s about it for today…Over and Out.

River Phoenix, Kiefer Sutherland, Wil Wheaton, Bradley Gregg.
Stand By Me.