Sometimes Life is Complicated.

When you feel like the past weeks have been like starring in a Soap Opera,well, it just makes life alot more complicated.
My head has been turned and spun all the way around a couple of times these past weeks...I've felt confused and like my life suddenly turned into a really bad Soap Opera.

It's a good thing that we're heading for yet another fair this weekend, I need to get out of this town for awhile. Clear my head. Set things straight. Figure stuff out.

Some Tunes.

I have this strange want to go out and party again. I say strange because I've been doing so for the last couple of weekends. How come I'm not tired of it yet? Anyway here's three songs that make me want to dance and well the first one is soo last year but I found it hidden on my computer and fell inlove with it all over again. It's just so fitting right now, is' all. ;)



Total awesomeness. And now two songs that make me wanna dance!

I think my faith in humanity just got even smaller.

It's at times like this that makes my faith in humankind falter.

People, huh? We are what's destorying this world we live in.

Is nothing inhumane anymore?

My faith in humanity, kind of just flew out the window, yet again.

Sooner or later that hope, that tiny ounce of faith will be gone, lost forever.

Man, where is the world going?

Get out of my head Veronica Maggio!

This is one of the most annoying songs that is playing on the radio right now.

It's listenable but not awesome, it get's stuck in your head though...

S. loves is.

Just because it's that bad.

Imagine listening to it on repeat on full volume.

Fancy that.

Meh.

That's the perfect word to describe my mood with right now. Meh.

Everyone is stupid, everyone does everything wrong and this goddamn planet with its depressing weather sucks.

Last night I ate half-a-bag of chips and half a chocolate-bar and drank atleast 3 cups of Coke. Only to feel bad about it seconds later. Then I moped for a while and watched Supernatural and drooled over Jensen Ackles, I felt slightly better.

I feel fat. My head hurts. My stomach hurts. I kinda feel like bashing someones head in with a hammer. Oh and I would love some ice-cream right now.

Damn.

I hate PMS*.

Cheers, or whatever...

*this is actually pretty rare for me because I almost never suffer from this "sickness" but when I do...well I kindof turn into Lady-Bitch-Alot.

I can't believe we're in April already. Where, oh where does the time go?

So what has kept me away from the Blogsvere, well work actually. I've been a true workoholic these past weeks, but today was actually a day off! Yaaay. I spent it shopping with my friend and then I came home and started cleaning. I feel weird. I've done so much today and yet it feels like barely nothing.

I think time is running way too fast again, I'm not sure I can keep up with this pace. I barely know how I spend my days anymore...they just sort of...flies by. My mind can't keep up and it freaks me out. Somedays I just wish I could clone myself into 5 different people sp I could get everything that needs to be done, done! I'm a pretty mellow and calm person, but when things goes too fast I get stressed and tense, even if I might not show it...Crap.

Well, I better stop whining about nothing and start making dinner before S. comes home from work.

Peace Out!

I wish I could just relax...

Curious.

S. is planning something.

How do I know this? The wanker told me he's planning something. He knows how curious I get and he does it just to tease me. Damn.
Since yesterday I've been trying to figure out what he's up to but it's useless. He keeps dropping strange hints and says stuff like; "Oh, if you only knew what's coming..." in a sing-song voice and with this peculiar smile on his face. Bastard.

He's messing with my head! Because he knows how curious and slightly nervous I become when people do that. I love surprises, I mean come on, who doesn't? But all that anticipation before, it nearly kills me...

I can't think of anything else...I try to occupy myself with different tasks but my mind just wanders back to the surprise. Bugger.

I feel like Curious George. I wonder where my Man in the Yellow Hat is?

Man, this is exhausting. I'll try to think of something else...and not be so damn curious. But I just can't help it! Damn you honey, you and your mischevious plans and vague hints.

I found this picture when I googled Curious, it made me laugh.

I'm an Idiot. Seriously, I am.

It's getting warmer! So Long -20 and hello -3! I know I know, it's not exactly tropical but it's a start, right? For the first time in weeks I can wear a skirt! Yaay.

I can't believe I'm this excited...just because it's warm enough to wear a skirt. I'm an idiot. I just can't wait until I'm able to wear my leather jacket again, and dresses and skrirts without freezing my ass of.

I watched Dirty Dancing today, one of the greatest movies of all time. This is one of my favorite scene's. Couldn't find one that was allowed to embed, so that'll have to do.

Here have this epic picture instead!

Promises Long Forgotten.

I know what you're thinking. Another Post, really?

But this is actually important. I just looked through my Blog Archive and found that I had made resolutions for 2010, promises long forgotten. And now I realised that I haven't made any for this year! Holy Mother of...

Anywaay. Here are last years resolutions, let's see if I managed to actually keep them.

1. Start exersicing! Join a gym or something... Seriously this whole lazy, "I'm pretty sure I'm going to turn into a potatosack any day now" style I've got going on isn't working. Or well...It's working but it aint doing me any good.
   Okay, so this one was a total waste. No progress what-so-ever in that area. Shame on me.
2. Avoid Energy Drinks at all cost. It's a life or death situation. Or something. Word.
   Wow. This one I actually managed to keep. I can proudly say that I am no longer a Energy-Drink Addict.
3. Less computer time. Ugh. That's going to be a hard one.
   Well, I have actually spent alot less time on the computer. So I say I did keep this one, kind of.
4. Blog frequently. Yes, my dear stalkers I hereby promise to try to blog more often. Do note the word try.
   Have I not been more frequent? No? Well, screw that.
5. Find an apartment. Yep, that is like my only actual goal for this year. Radical?
   Nope. I am sad to say that I failed this one. But hopefully it will be kept this year. Or else I truly fear my sanity.
6. Read atleast 10 books this year. That's just something to keep my mind (what's left of it) sharp.
   I'm not sure about this one...but yeah I think I've read atleast 10 books...
7. Finish up most of my half done writing-projects.
   Done! But then I started new-ones. Bugger.
8. Throw away those Cancer-Sticks for good. I'm serious here.
   Well, ehugm. Let's try again, this year.
9. Atleast try to watch what I eat...and stop with all this semi-manufactured shit I've been eating way too much of some times.
   FAIL. Such a miserable fail that it actually hurts a little...
10. Stop cussing. Hard. One.
    Shit. I mean...uum. Okay so obviously I failed this one.

 So...I did manage to keep..some of them. Hmm..but I'll get back to you on the delayed resolutions for 2011.

December = The Month of Gift Giving.

True, right? But December is also the month of; I'm-Freaking-Out-Because-I-Don't-Know-What-To-Get-Anybody.

Giving gifts, is fun. I like it alot but there one huge problem. My imagination may be absolutley brilliant when it comes to writing fictional stories or weird names for titles to my blog posts but when it comes to presents...Well, that talented mind seems to dissapear and all that is left is a bunch of confused neanderthal noises like; Uuuh, uugh, baaah...and the ultimate line; I dunno.

Each year I stand at the shops looking at the shelves confused. Because I have no idea of what to get anybody. So eventually I grap something crappy that I am not at all saticfied with at the last freaking minute. You know that present that makes you want to cringe as you see the person in question unwrapping the paper. Yeah, that gift.

But this year is going to be different. I've promised myself that much. Because this year I'm going to start relatively early with the gift-shopping. This weekend, the S.A.*  and I are going Christmas Shopping. And I've made a promise to myself to atleast try and get all the gifts done on Saturday. I sure hope I'll succeed. I actually have two done already, I feel proud.

I'm also going to try and not end up looking like that or freaking out and bursting into tears of frustration. Bloody Hell. Speaking of that cuss in praticular, I saw HP 7 Part One last night. Honestly? Alot better than I thought it would be. The world sure is full of surprises.

Over and Out.

*I guess I should stop calling him "The S.A." because he isn't exactly secret anymore is he...I'll think about it.

Am I Going...Dare I Say It...Mad?

I'm not used to missing people. Sure I miss my friends that live far away, and because of that I can't see them as often as I would like to. But missing someone, when you haven't seen them in one day. One Stinking Day. That's a new experience for me. Am I going mad?
All I've been able to think about today is; for this workday to be over so I can go see The S.A. whom I haven't seen since Tuesday. Two days. That's nothing.
And yet...I genuinly and honestly miss him a little. Oh bugger, I'm done for, aren't I?

Awesomeness.

 This is such an awesome song.

I'm sorry Patrick Jane, but I might just elope with Dean Winchester instead of marrying you.

Hey, long title and pretty strange I know.

Today was normal. Which in a way was very relaxing. Later I'm going to pick up my friend from the Airport. Probably should get ready for that but I ended up here instead. What a surprise.

So, I've been watching Suoernatural a lot lately; hence this post's title. Just because it's awesome. It's about supernatural things, and starring two very attractive guys, how can I not like it?
And once again a fictional character has stolen my heart. Yeah, I'm so crushing on Dean Winchester right now. I think I might even leave my imaginary-husband Patrick Jane for him and elope.

I'm sorry Patrick, but this guy is awesome. And so damn cute.

We're On A Boat.

Yeah, that's exactly what I heard some bloke say when I walked past him on the ferry to Sweden this weekend. My brain was telling me to gasp and ask him what!? but I resisted the urge to mess with his head. Yay Me.

But other than that what did I do in Sweden? Well we had loads of fun and a lot of hysteric laugh-attacks. The fair we went to was HUGE. And I mean huge, I got lost atleast three times. Yeah. At the fair we saw alot of things; chocolate and loads of it and when I say loads I mean "let's try all these free-samples until we feel like puking" loads. Bags, jewlery, some clothes, furniture, toys(!?), something that looked like horror-movie props and a whole lot more.
Then when we left the fair we headed into Stockholm and shopped and ate at this cute Chineese Resturant. the reason i use the word cute is none other than the fact that the waitor was so damn cute. "My Dear Customers...Miss, this and Miss that...". I've never gotten so good service in my life. So kudos to him.

And now...? Now I'm working again. Yay.

And this weekend we might have a Staff-Party. Be afraid...be very afraid.

Peace Out.

Another Post!? Gasp!?

I know what you're thinking; another post, already? And yeah, it is another post because I actually felt like posting for a change.

This weekend was very calm, for once. I didn't even bother trying to contact any of my friends (I'm a horrible person, aren't I?) just because all I wanted to do was take it slow and just relax at our cabin. And mostly sleep, which is what I did. A whole bloody lot.

Apparently strange winds have been blowing over our country lately, storms, extreme heat, thunder and lightning, you know, that kind of thing. Just a minute ago the rain was pouring down and now I can actually see the sun again, hello Weather Dudes, make up your minds! Do you know how difficult it is to know what kind of shoes you should wear when you go about it like this!?
My choice of flip-flops thing morning now seems pretty good, but a minute ago when the rain was pouring. Let's just saw my little toesies wept, silently.

But enough whining for now.

Peace Out.

I am not Dead.

Hey...(followed by an akward silence...)

I've been absent from the Blogverse again, and I'm actually not that sorry at all. I've managed to work alot, have a weeks vacation filled to the brim with faschinating activities. And no, I'm actually not joshing with you this time.
My vacation was spent; at the cabin, fishing(awesome), going to the theater(the play was Robin Hood and it was totally gnarlatious),Shopping (A), going out dancing and hm...drinking(I've been doing that quite alot lately, that's why I'm planning a quiet and calm weekend this weekend), going to the amusement park Linnanmäki and having a most fabulous time with my awesome friends, and visiting some people and other things...
So that's that is a nutshell...Now I'm back at work again, which is  nice, even if I would love to have some time off again in the heat.

And..that's that, I guess...

Peace Out!

Random Ramblings.

I really should start updating this alot more often.
I'm back at work now, which is rather awesome because I was beginning to get bored, weirdo.
Partied hard last weekedn, this weekend is Midsummer so I guess I'l party somewhat this weekend too. Although, not as hard ;)

Today it's my little brothers birthday, well I guess he's not that little anymore. I can't believe he's 14 already. Weird.

Anywho...Peace Out!

I did an Agyness...well almost...

Remember the post when I rambled on and on about hair? The one where I mentioned that Agyness Deyn had shaved practically all her hair off, and the media called it "doing a Britney"? Yeah that one.
Well most of my hair is now gone. This is one of my shortest haircuts...ever. And it's awesome. But enough bragging about that.

Today I've been running all over the place ad now, when I've finally calmed down, I have no idea what I should do. Crazy, isn't it? As you can see I also seem to have an obsession with changing the look of the Blog, I personally like the way it's looking now. But I'm still changing some things...It's a work in progress ;).

I've also noticed that I've been posting a whole lot of videos lately so why not do that again x) Here's Kasabian's, which by the by is one awesome band, Vlad The Impaler. WARNING; very strange video.

June begins with Patrick Jane.

June is here. Wicked strange.

Loads of work and more is to come, which is actually loads of fun if not slightly stressful.

Last night this awesome episode of the Mentalist aired. You know that brilliant show with my imaginary-husband-to-be; Patrick Jane? Yeah, that one. It was awesome.
What else? Not much really, just felt like posting something. Insert gorgeous picture of the brilliant Patrick Jane here. Did you know that Simon Baker who plays the fantastic mr Jane is in fact australian? Well if not; now you do, makes him so much more brilliant doesn't it?

Peace Out.

Giggles. Best and worst.

Half-way to 40.

So this is it then. I am now 20 years old. So my birthday was yesterday, but I didn't have time to update on the actual B-day.

I'm not obsessing  over age, having an age-crisis or anything...I think.
It's just the fact that I can't seem to wrap my head around the fact that I've excisted on the ball filled with water and earthly masses we call planet earth. 20 years is a pretty long time. Okay, so maybe not that long of a time but to me that seems unfathomable.
So do I feel any different? Having entered my early twenties? No. Not one bit.

Oh, and before I go. Something that simply can't go unmentioned. I watched the 100th episode of Bones earlier. Where (SPOILER ALERT) Booth finally wants to try and have a relationship with Brennan. And what does the woman do? She gives him some stupid crap about protecting him from herself and her incabability to have a relationship or big heart or whatevere it was. WTF? Why did she have to go and do that? I was squealing as soon as Booth started talking but at the end I was in tears! These two belong together. This is what all viewers have been waiting for since...well forever! It may sound stupid, to be so involved with a TV Show. But that's...well me. But how Brennan can say no to this face...

is beyond me.
I thought the picture was very nice and well, cute. But then again all pictures of David Boreanaz are cute. I mean he was cute way-back-when he played Angel on Buffy, and later on Angels own epynomical show, which by the way is AWESOME.

But enough drool...I mean rambling.

Peace Out.