I'm an Idiot. Seriously, I am.

It's getting warmer! So Long -20 and hello -3! I know I know, it's not exactly tropical but it's a start, right? For the first time in weeks I can wear a skirt! Yaay.

I can't believe I'm this excited...just because it's warm enough to wear a skirt. I'm an idiot. I just can't wait until I'm able to wear my leather jacket again, and dresses and skrirts without freezing my ass of.

I watched Dirty Dancing today, one of the greatest movies of all time. This is one of my favorite scene's. Couldn't find one that was allowed to embed, so that'll have to do.

Here have this epic picture instead!

♥Valentines♥

I'll be honest. I didn't even remember that it was Valentines Day today, until my work-buddy mentioned it...

Needless to say my Valentine♥ forgot it too. Aw shucks. But, no harm done, we can be totally hopelessly forgetful together.

But still, here I am, wishing every one a Happy Valentines Day!

And I do so with Bubbly by Colbie Caillat, just because it's so damn cute.

Forgive Me, For I Have Sinned...

I have bought yet another pair of shoes. Even when I knew I shouldn't.

Boots. Black. Almost Knee-High. Fabulous. To Die For. Just my size and on sale.

Did I need them? Well, no not exactly. But they were just so...pretty.

I stood there in the store cursing them for looking so damn good, and feeling great on my feet (the Sales-Woman actually snickered at me because I did this out-loud). So how could I just leave them there?

I feel like, and probably am a borderline Shopaholic. And watching "Confessions of a Shopaholic" doesn't exactly help, does it? I need to read the books, I think.

Anyway, I love shopping. I love fashion. It's awesome, I mean...Don't you?

Promises, I Hope Will Be Remembered.

Okay so I've put...I would like to say alot, but atleast some time and thought into this.

Here comes my, totally late, New Years Resolutions for 2011. Which I am going to try and keep.

1. Find and Apartment.
   Yes, it's back on the list and I'm pretty sure it'll happen this year, considering...
2. Join a Gym or something. Get fit you son of a...!
   Sorry, but yeah. I need to get back in shape asap.
3. Start eating more healthy.
   It's just something I need to do, I've been eating so much crap lately.
4. Less swearing.
   Cussing like a Sailor just isn't lady-like...
5. Quit smoking. Even when you drink, no more nicotine for you.
   I don't smoke all the time, but I just feel like I should stop comletely.
6. Learn how to say No without feeling guilty.
   This is going to be hard and I know it. But I have to do something about it. 
7. Control your Shopping.
   If nr. 1 is happening, this is a must.

Promises Long Forgotten.

I know what you're thinking. Another Post, really?

But this is actually important. I just looked through my Blog Archive and found that I had made resolutions for 2010, promises long forgotten. And now I realised that I haven't made any for this year! Holy Mother of...

Anywaay. Here are last years resolutions, let's see if I managed to actually keep them.

1. Start exersicing! Join a gym or something... Seriously this whole lazy, "I'm pretty sure I'm going to turn into a potatosack any day now" style I've got going on isn't working. Or well...It's working but it aint doing me any good.
   Okay, so this one was a total waste. No progress what-so-ever in that area. Shame on me.
2. Avoid Energy Drinks at all cost. It's a life or death situation. Or something. Word.
   Wow. This one I actually managed to keep. I can proudly say that I am no longer a Energy-Drink Addict.
3. Less computer time. Ugh. That's going to be a hard one.
   Well, I have actually spent alot less time on the computer. So I say I did keep this one, kind of.
4. Blog frequently. Yes, my dear stalkers I hereby promise to try to blog more often. Do note the word try.
   Have I not been more frequent? No? Well, screw that.
5. Find an apartment. Yep, that is like my only actual goal for this year. Radical?
   Nope. I am sad to say that I failed this one. But hopefully it will be kept this year. Or else I truly fear my sanity.
6. Read atleast 10 books this year. That's just something to keep my mind (what's left of it) sharp.
   I'm not sure about this one...but yeah I think I've read atleast 10 books...
7. Finish up most of my half done writing-projects.
   Done! But then I started new-ones. Bugger.
8. Throw away those Cancer-Sticks for good. I'm serious here.
   Well, ehugm. Let's try again, this year.
9. Atleast try to watch what I eat...and stop with all this semi-manufactured shit I've been eating way too much of some times.
   FAIL. Such a miserable fail that it actually hurts a little...
10. Stop cussing. Hard. One.
    Shit. I mean...uum. Okay so obviously I failed this one.

 So...I did manage to keep..some of them. Hmm..but I'll get back to you on the delayed resolutions for 2011.

Another Outfit.

We all kind of want Spring to hurry up and get here already. Not only am I so sick and tired of this stupid snow, I'm also waiting for the fashion and color spring always brings.

I was bored so I visited Polyvore and made an outfit. This one, is an oufit that I would love to wear, soon, when Spring approaches but it's not so warm that you can shed all the extra clothing. It shows my love for the color Red, my small obsession with wedge heeled shoes and the fact that I've started to use Blue in my eye-make-up for a really nice and dramatic effect.

It also combines my love for designers; Vivienne Westwood, Alexander McQueen and Alexander Wang. I love their styles and could definitley see myself donning some of their fabulous creations.

Outfit Winter-Spring by wallflower90 featuring suede shoulder bags

How Come I Didn't Notice That?

I really should start checking my work-list more often. Yesterday I realized that I have a long-weekend this week. I'm off work from Friday until Monday ! That's like...huge to me atleast because I'm like...never off work that much. I have to think of something to do.

I'll probably post if I figure something out. Mahaw.

@work now actually but the cutomers don't start coming until 10...which isn't that far away when I think about it. Huh. Awesome.

Me and Mrs. Jones.

So I heard this song for the first time on Scrubs when Carla asked Turk if he knew it. Later he sings it to her, such a romantic and cute scene.

I love this song. I love Michael Bublé.

Enjoy.

Peacock.

I found this on the YouTube looking for Katy Perry's Music Video for this song, but I couldn't find it. Probably hasn't been made yet, bummer.

But this. This is a must see and it's awesome.

Ryan James Yezak is brilliant and I think you should Check Out his other videos and his Vlog as well. Very talented young man he is. And he's funny, just watch his Vlog and you'll see what I mean.
Not only is this video starring one of my favourite "Feel Good" songs right now it is also kind of supporting Gay Rights. Brilliant.

Holy Cr*p!

I just finished watching Dexter Season 4. And that season finale...wow.

It literally blew my mind. My God.

Too bad season 5 hasn't been released on DVD yet, or aired on TV, here. Bugger.

Why am I so obsessed by this Serial Killer? 

Bad Mood Gone.

So the bad mood I've been in basicallly all week has now, finally, evoparated.

I realized that being pissed off and annoyed all the time is a waste of my time.

I'm happy again.

Curiosity killed the Cat.

Why are people so damn curious, or plain nosy about other people's lives?

Why is humankind these days so intent on knowing everything about everyone? Why are we so damn obsessed by celebrities? How come we read tabloids at all, why does that interest us?
 Is it some kind of strange or perhaps slightly morbid curiosity?


I know that curiosity is good, we learn by being curious. We ask questions and get answers. It's human to be curious. How else would we learn anything?

But where do we draw the line between plain, old-fashioned, healthy curiousity and ugly, annoying nosiness?


I'm a person who likes to keep my private life, just that private!
I don't like talking to everyone about everything that's going on in my life. That is for me, my boyfriend, my family and friends to know not anyone else. It's none of their bloody business.

That's why I can't stand it when people feel this strange need to know every single thing and just doesn't seem to understand when enough is enough.

I'm the queen of vague answers, so mostly I do great when I think people are being too nosy. But then there's the people who can't take a hint and doesn't understand when to stop talking.

This is why I've been in a bad mood all week it seems...
There was alot of nosiness involved and I finally, just snapped and blurted something out that I kinda didn't want to say at all. Now I feel like a really bad person, like I betrayed someone close to me's trust.
I don't want to hurt anyone, and I just feel like shit. Maybe for no reason at all but I still do.

Fuck. Now I need a cigarette...too bad I quit.

Pathetic Whining.

I haven't done anything today. I just love those days when I can just relax for once because I've had a stressful couple of days.

Lots to think about. Small irritaions. I've just been stressed out and my nerves has been all jumbled.

I miss my honey too...God I'm pathetic.

Anyway.

Over and Out.

I Hate People.

Borrowed from We♥it.

Sometimes this is actually true. 

Today I got so mad.

I hate it when people talk shit about things they know nothing about.

For fuck's sake shut up!

Silliness feat. My Phone.

I've just figured out how to change the ringtone on my phone so a different tone rings for different people. Can you feel how bored I am?

My Phone now plays "Welcome to the family" by Avenged Sevenfold everytime someone from my family calls. I thought it was hilarious. Or maybe not...

My work-buddies got Manic Monday by whoever. I haven't found the perfect cover/song yet but I know that's the tune they're getting.

V got "You're My Best friend" by Queen, obviously.

S. got "Everything" by Michael Bublé.

And everyone else is "Santa Monica" by Theory of a Deadman...for now...


mohahahahah...