Dork Much?

Heeey...

I have been so lazy busy that I sort of forgot to blog. The Autumn Market(??) has come and gone. I was there, selling stuff and then waisting money on stuff. Like a totally awesome RAMONES hoodie and 2 Nirvana and Motley Crue t-shirts...yaay me. It was pretty much the same as every single freaking year. Mmmhmm. I bought (and ate) way too much candy and wandered around. And sort of gently forced my brother to ride the "Twister" (not that they complained) so I could watch the hot guys that were running it. Dork? Yeah, pretty much. I was tired and annoyed (I wanted to hit people for just walking slow) so I needed something nice to look at...Sue Me.

Spent the weekend celebrating my friends birthday in Turku, fun(ness?). I was the SD (Sober Driver) so yeah I'm holding up on the "healthier life" thing...almost.Yes I have sinned. Please don't hit me in the head with neon green thunderbolts(hides and ducks under the table(insert raised eyebrows here)). I drunk ED. Yes I had a relapse...Mineral Water(Don't get it? Thought not...read this...It will all be much clearer...I think) I'm sooo sorry for cheating on you with ED. The bastard seduced me (kinda like Warren Peace did in a Fanfic I just read...STOP THINKING BRAIN! FOCUS!)(but seriously how can you not drool over that guy...even if Sky High is a lame-ass movie)(yes I said ass...sue me.). I couldn't help myself. My BFF (Oh god...I did not just type that...can someone please smack me?)had bought theese tiny little ED cans that were soo adorable that you just couldn't resist them. And I'm weak. And damn did it taste good...but that was the last of it! Honest...

Well I sort of just realized that the clock struck midnight...spooky? So I'm gonna hit the sack. Yeah.

Over and Out.

Healthier Life...?

Today I was completely out of it. I think I'm suffering from some kind of ED withdrawal.
I've decided to become more healthy. I watched some documentary on fast-food and whatnot and got...well really disgusted. I mean there's so much shit crap in fast food and energy drinks and sodas. We all know that but choose to pretty much ignore it. That's what I've been doing. But starting next week I'm beginning a healthier life.

I've been thinking about becoming a  teetotaller as well. I don't really need to drink, I really see no point in it- sure it's fun and tastes good sometimes but I'm in no need of it...Don't know yet though. But I have been thinking about it...sincerely.

Goodbye Cancersticks! I'm not an avid smoker...it happens but not that often. I'm starting next week saying goodbye to them as well.

I'm very aware that all this might...well flop. But I'm going to try.

Over and Out.

Why Do We Connect Apples With Health?

It's Not You...It's Me.

Dear Darling ED.

I know breaking up in a letter is one of the cruelest thing you can do. And yet here I am cowardly writing this awful painful letter to you. I just can't bare the thought of being near you right now, I might slip into our cirkus like affair again.
It's been great, it really has and I loved every minute of it. Our on and off again fling has been wonderful, it truly has. But I have come to the conclusion that it must end, it pains me that it has to end this abruptly and in this awful way, but you must know that I will always have a soft spot for you in my heart. I hope this is not the end, I hope we can still be friends(?). Even if I...have found another. It's true and it pains me to write this to you but it makes it all so much real, you know? His name is Mineral Water and I believe he is good for me.
Our relationship is not nearly as addictive and thrilling as the one you and I once had, but it's going somewhere. I believe it's the start of something good.
So with a pain in my heart and mind I hope you can forgive me for ending this affair. We both enjoyed it while it lasted...right? And who knows...maybe we will meet again some day(?). But right now I need to concentrate on my new relationship. And having you near might will be a disaster, we both know that. I will always remember the great times we shared and I really do hope you can forgive me.
But just know this...It's not you...It's me.

Lots of Love.
Lotta

...

Enter a dark room. A bright light appears. The single resident in the room sheilds her eyes and blinks.

*Bloody hell...did we have to use the brightest light you could find?* mumbles are heard, someone who isn't visible is talking quietly.

*What do you mean headlights were the only thing you could find? Oh...bollocks...forget it* turns toward you (reader...durf?).

Greetings. This week talented actor Patric Swayze died. I know I'm like a billion lightyears behind and everything but I haven't had the time to write(Sue Me). How crazy is that? I just wan't to pop in Dirty Dancing in the DVD (if I actually owned it...must buy) and watch it over and over again...I did watch Ghost though. Brilliance.

I didn't cry. I felt weird and sad...and I admit I got a bit teary eyed. I didn't actually cry like when Heath Ledger died though. Yeah.

So a salute to you Patric Swayze! We'll always remember you as the guy who taught us that it was not alright...to put Baby in a corner.

Now I've had the time of my life

No I never felt like this before

Yes I swear it's the truth

and I owe it all to you

Title Wanted?

So it's Sunday again, huh? Don't exactly know how I got here but.

Yesterday I attended my friends "Farewell Party/Gathering". It was fun and she had now left the country for Spain (The lucky biatch) for three whole months. To Study. That did bring the whole awesomeness down a nudge...right? Sigh...who am I kidding, it so didn't. It was fun and I met some new nice people. Radical.

I want to travel the world. It has been my goal in life since (like) forev-aah (I apologize for that (forever=8th grade)). The Uk,France,Belguim,Switzerland,Australia...you name it and I want to see it. But that won't happen for awhile. I plan to work for about...two years or something and then I am soo out of here! Totally(!).

Today...I didn't do much...I cleaned my car...and then Eddie (My Car (So I Named my Car (Sue Me!))) went to the service-station-thing....for some kind of check-up...I don't know...I just drive and talk to the car it's not like I'm a mechanical genius or something (A strange genius, yes, mechanical, hell no).

Over and Out.

525,600 Minutes...

In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee.

In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In 525,600 minutes -

how do you measure a year in the life?

-Rent-

There are 525,600 minutes in a year, according to this song sung in the Musical RENT (awesomeness). Think about it. That's alot.

I am not one of those people who has to be surrounded by others all the time. I know some people that are like that. They literally has to surround themselves with people all the time. Don't they ever want to be alone, I ask myself?
Because I am one of those people, you know the ones that actually enjoy beeing alone from time to time. It's not that I don't love my friends and family and enjoy spending time with them, believe me I do. But there is no way that I could spend every minute, of every hour, of every day with them.
I need my alone time or I will go bonkers and possibly kill someone. (Joking, I soo would not kill someone...maybe hit them a little). Well maybe not kill...I'm really a none violent person, well it's not like I never use violence but...never mind.
Back to the actual topic. Being alone. I enjoy just being by myself, beeing able to gather my thoughts and just do things for me. With only myself as company, and believe me that is enough, sometimes.
Reading, Writing...dancing around your room like a total idiot is something best done in solitude.
I don't understand how someone could be harrased surrounded by people all the time(!).
Just imagine never beeing alone for a whole year. That is(approx); 12 months, 52 weeks, 563 days, 8,760 hours and 525,600 minutes of being amongst people, even if they were your best friend, husband/wife or mother/father...it would make you go insane, wouldn't it? I surely would be in some sort of hell.

Yeah...And this I thought of from watching RENT for the 525,600th time (almost). I do love that movie...And I bawl every time I see it. Sincerely, doesn't matter how many times I watch it...I still bawl. Sigh.

Over and Out.

090909<-Will The World End?

On Dates like this one I always expect for something absolutley brilliant, exciting and strange to happen...It never does. Here I sit expecting the world as we know it to end...and what happens? Nothing. Zip. Nada. Nothing.
What a dissapointment. Or maybe not...I like the world as it is right now.

So I've got not one but 2 whole Day's Off to look forward too...I am going to sleep. Yeah...sleep...mmm...I like nay love to sleep, who doesn't?

Well boring post, just felt like posting. Over and Out.

Listening To; Pearl Jam-Black

Dear…

So I posted my new chapter for my fanfic. And I seriously don't mind criticism but I got a very unpleasant review...and since it was anonymous, I decided to answer it here...This is the letter, dictated to my personal typer; The Leprechaun Freddie (picture coming soon).

Over and Out.

Beware...Under the Influence of Chocolate Milk...

Hello.

It's Sunday my official "do absolutley nothing" day. And that's pretty much what I've been doing...nothing. I've just walked around the house eating/watching telly and staring at this very glowing computer screen. And oh yeah...how about blowing my freaking nose every five seconds? Or sneezing so hard I think parts of my brain dissapeared somewher into the dark land that is Under My Bed. A terrifying plce to which I choose not to venture...*shudder*. One never knows what can be found down there...

Naah. I'm beeing over dramatic. It isn't that bad. I'm actually feeling alot better to day and the world is filled with stuffed bunnies and fluffy candy Marshmallows(!) again...(to the poor sap that lives in a world like that...I pity you).

Right now I'm listening to...Van Halen's Panama and writing on my fanfic. I really need to update that one...heh...and I have a Lost Boys one going on! Yaaay. One about Paul, of course...oh Paul...*smiles in a dorky way that will should scare you*.

Yeah...I'll get back to that...hehehe...(ignore that last laugh...I am under the influence of Chocolate freaking Milk...Beware...)

Over and Out.

Oh Bugger...

There's this thing called the flu. It involves; A snotty Nose, weird sound when you breathe and a fever. And guess what...that's pretty much what I have now. Freaking Fan-tastic.

I need sleep. Good Bye.

No Way...

Cheerio!

So yesterday I was tricked went to the Gym. It was actually nice. Haen't entered something remotedly like a gm for I don't know...nearly a year? Yeah, I know. I am soo out of shape. But I've decied to get back in shape again. Oh, who am I kidding? That "promise" only lasts for about two weeks and then I'm back to my own slob(ish) self again. Sad but true. But I'm sincerely going to try to keep it up this time. Really.

And I'm actually going to be really unhealthy and eat some frenchfries today. Hehehe...see I told you!

Speaking of...nothing that is even close to the next topic it just popped into my head. Eh...weirdo?
My mom's got the flu. Bugger. And I can now feel some disgusting substance known as snot beginning to start a minor community up my nose. DAMN! I soo don't have time (or want) to get all sick(y) right now.

On another really sad note. This morning I met 3 ambulances and a policecar when I went to work. I just found out that I know two of the guys that were in a car accident. Probably know all four of them but haven't heard who the other two are yet. Suff like that sucks. It really does....

But now I gotta go make some foood.

Over and Out.